KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 3

💚 Jeonggeun- HAWW 💚

This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype

I really really like this guy who I go to drama club with on a Saturday. His name is Park Jeonggeun and he is very cute and handsome. Just my type. He meets all the check points on my list of what to look for in a guy. I've been looking for that kind of guy for ages but none of them have been any good. The ones who are sweet, kind, good looking and down to earth who are hard to find. Jeonggeun has all those qualities in my opinion. Last Saturday at drama club, I told him that I had feelings for him but he rejected me and said he didn't feel the same way that I was just a friend to him and a partner in drama club. That really hurt me and I started crying in front of him and others. I've never been hurt like that before. I don't even want to go to drama club anymore and it's my favourite thing to do on a weekend. I feel like no one is ever going to like me and I liked Jeonggeun a lot. Maybe i jumped the gun too much and told him how I feel at the wrong time and hopefully he didn't mean all the things he said to me last week. I don't know if I can go back to drama club after what happened. I have been writing in my diary what happened as I like to do that to keep track of what happens to me everyday in my life. I've done a diary for years. I got to the point where I couldn't finish what I wrote in my diary the day it happened as Jeonggeun hurt me a lot so I didn't really feel like continuing it. My best friend has just called me telling me to hold my head up high and go back to drama club on Saturday and show Jeonggeun what he's missing so maybe I will once I've thought about it some more

The next Saturday I pull myself together and go back to drama club after missing one week. Maybe I shouldn't let a guy who doesn't like me back get to me and get me down. Maybe I'm better than that, better than him as my friends have been telling me. Maybe I should value myself some more. I never really have to be honest. I would be nice to get a guy to care about me for once and like me. I really really want to feel love and all that. One day hopefully I will and find the right one who treats me right too. I'm on my way to drama club this morning. It runs from 10-am until 1pm so that's three hours but it's such a fun three hours every Saturday for me and plenty of others. I have just arrived now so I walk into the room and sit by the stage on a chair. I chat to a few of my friends and they said it's good I came back. Jeonggeun isn't here yet but he will be soon. Drama club starts and I miss something important last week but I guess I'll catch up on it. Jeonggeun walked in five minutes later due to no obvious reason. He didn't join my group, he joined another group but he took one look at me and then looked away. Don't think he could face what he said to me. One of my guy friends whispers to me "I think he feels bad, Y/ N. Look he walked in late and he never does and he just looked at you". "Who knows?" I reply shrugging my shoulders. We get a break halfway through. I want Jeonggeun to think I've got plenty of friends. I go to the bathroom in the break and take a break. I go back into the room and join my friends in a few minutes. Jeonggeun looks at me from across the room. He didn't say a word. About an hour and a half later, drama club finishes till next week. I am on my way out with my friend when I feel a tap on my shoulder. It startles me and I turn around and it's Jeonggeun. "What on earth are you doing?" I say. "Y/ N, look can we talk for a minute" he said. "Why? I'm going home. Not after the other week" I reply. "Please I want to apologise. I'm sorry I didn't mean what I said" he said. "Look it's too late, Jeonggeun and I don't want to hear you to on. I've had a really good day" I say. "Okay then if you don't want to listen to me then okay" Jeonggeun said. "You know you hurt me when I told you I liked you" I say. "Yes I'm sorry okay" he said. "I want to show you I've got lots of other friends who care about me too" I say. Jeonggeun doesn't say anything, he just walks past me. Maybe he is sorry but I'm not ready yet

A few weeks have passed and I'm still going to drama club on Saturdays of course. I'm not going to let a guy who I liked who doesn't like me back stop me from going to my favourite thing on a weekend. I love it and I've made many friends there not just Jeonggeun. Well I don't even know if I would call him a friend anymore as he hurt me and friends shouldn't hurt one another. I'm at drama club today and I'm going home after to relax for the rest of the day after. It's almost wrapped up for the week and it was a good one today but I'm looking forward to getting home soon. When class has finished, I grab my things and say bye to my friends before I go outside. I wait for the bus to come for a little while. As I was waiting by the bus stop my phone rings and it was Jeonggeun. I answer it without realising it was him. "Hi" I say. "Hey, Y/ N. Are you home yet?" Jeonggeun asks. "No I'm waiting for the bus. Why'd you ask?" I say. "No just wondering. I know we're not good but I want to talk to you" he said. "You don't even like me, Jeonggeun so why do you want to talk to me?" I reply. "Turn around" he said. Jeonggeun was stood behind me by the bus stop. "Ahhhh you were there the whole time" I say feeling surprised. "Only a minute" he replies. I turned around and there he was. "Hi" I say. "Hey" he replies. "I wanted to talk to you, Y/ N" he says. "You could've done that earlier but no go on then" I reply. "I'm so sorry if I hurt you the other week when you said you liked me. I didn't know how to reply and it came out the wrong way" Jeonggeun said. "Yes you did hurt me a lot that I cried and had to write in my diary everyday since" I say. "I want us to be friends again and have fun at drama club like we used to. The last few weeks haven't been the same" he says. "Okay look we can maybe move on if you don't hurt me again please" I reply. "Okay I won't hurt you" Jeonggeun said. "Alright I should get the bus now" I say. "Let's go for something to eat tonight later" he suggests. "Okay we will see" I say. So at least Jeonggeun apologised for what he did. I should think so after the way he made me feel. I forgave him so quick. That's not like me to forgive people so quick but I guess we are friends again. We went out for noddles that evening because I think Jeonggeun felt really bad for what he did to me and what he said but I think we are all good now

Jeonggeun and i have moved on and we are good friends again after him rejecting me. I realised that I should forgive him and not hold a grudge for what he said to me. He knows that he hurt me and he's sorry for that so I've realised that I'll forgive him now and move on like I said I would. I am usually a very forgiving person but I wasn't then. He just really hurt me and I didn't really want anything to do with him after that to me but we are all good now so we don't have to worry about anything anymore. I think we are getting closer. Jeonggeun's feelings for me might even change but I don't want to just hope for that. Take each day as it comes. Jeonggeun and I saw each other yesterday and we hungout by going to the park. I'm at home today catching up on my homework from school. That's what I'm doing today. I am sat at my desk at home doing my work trying not to look at messages on my phone from people. I want to get on with my work but Jeonggeun keeps on messaging me and distracting me. He's left me dozens of messages so I had to reply. I told him I was okay so I had to tell him I was. About 15 minutes later, I go downstairs to make a drink and notice someone standing outside my don't door but they didn't ring the doorbell straight away. I go and open the door cautiously and it was Jeonggeun. "What in the world?" I gasp seeing him in front of me. "I-I just wanted to make sure you were okay that's all since you weren't answering my messages" he said. "I told you I was busy with my work" I say. "Sorry I forgot" he said. "It's alright I guess" I say. "Can I come in?" Jeonggeun asks. I nod my head and smile. I look at him and he doesn't say anything at first. "I just wanted to see you see you for a bit. Sorry if you're busy" he says. "Well you've come to surprise me I guess" I say. "Look, Y/ N. I know we've had problems not so long ago and we were friends first and I know I sad things to you which I feel really bad for" he says. I go silent for a moment and think about what to say. "Look I guess it's okay. I know we are friends now after all that" I say. "Yes" Jeonggeun replies stepping closer to me. He suddenly leans in and kisses me. I pulled myself away at first and then I kissed him back. "That's how I feel now" he smiles. He smiled back. I stopped doing my work as I'd rather Jeonggeun stayed after kissing me. I liked it in the end to be honest. He wanted to cuddle me on the couch and show his affection so I let him do that. Jeonggeun and I are all good now

A/ N: here we go an update. Sorry been so long. I sometimes struggle to keep on top of this but still love doing it. Jeonggeun is Rocky from Astro's brother. Rocky just left Astro this week sad news. Got one of their albums for my birthday at the end of the month. I liked HAWW debut. Think I liked Louii member wise