KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 3

💜 Seowon- NINE.i 💜

This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype

I am a bit of an outsider at school. I don't have many friends so I feel like no one likes me. There is a guy called Seowon in my grade who I think I like but I don't know yet. He's a quiet guy like me but he is popular in his own way. I don't normally talk to the opposite sex. I might eventually develop the confidence to talk to him. I feel like people look at me and judge me for being different a lot. I'm my own person so we are all different. Seowon could be my kind of person once I get to know better. Maybe he is a bit quiet and socially awkward like me once I get to know him. Maybe I should develop the confidence to talk to him eventually. I am naturally quite a shy person so it's kinda hard for me to talk to people sometimes. I like school and I usually want to go but lately I've been finding it hard. It's probably the workload I've got to do. But I'll get through it. I have just had history class and I'm now making my way to my next class which is math. My favourite lesson and I get teased for it as people think I'm a nerd but I'm not really. I'm just quiet. I suffer from panics attacks and anxiety and it can happen at any random time. It's happening now as I'm walking down the stairs to class. I had to stop at the top of the stairs and take a drink of water. "Careful where you're going" a person said behind me. I hesitate by the stairwell and dropped my bottle of water. "Watch out" someone at the bottom of the stairs shouted. It's only a plastic bottle but I was worried it would hurt someone. I get to the bottom of the stairs and find my water bottle. Seowon was there in close embrace with a girl. Don't know her name but I think she's a grade younger than us. "Sorry did the water bottle hurt you when I dropped it" I say. They both looked at me confused. "No no it's fine" Seowon said. "It fell out of my hand at the top of the stairs. I'm worried it may have hurt someone" I say. "No it's fine. It didn't at all" he said. "Good good. Are you sure it didn't hurt you?" I say. "Yes we are sure" Seowon smiled. The girl didn't say anything, they both just walked away. I actually did speak to Seowon even though he wasn't alone and it wasn't a proper conversation but I will spoke to him which was good. I'm proud of myself

Later on in the afternoon that day and I have fine arts as the last lesson of the day. It's a lesson that I enjoy and focus in. Seowon is in that class with me and he sits nearby. So I go in and find my seat. This guy was looking at me. Think he's the one who shouted at me earlier. He scowled at me. I looked at him back and said "What are you looking at?". "Huh I don't know" he laughs. "Well stop staring at me. Do you fancy me?" I say. "Hell no. You gotta be kidding me" he replies. I then feel quite angry like I was going to do something so I had to step outside to calm myself down for a few minutes. The door opens and Seowon comes out. Class has not started yet. The teacher is late. "You okay, Y/ N" he said. "Yes I am now thank you" I reply. "I could sense that you were getting mad with Dongsun" Seowon said. "Yeah well he's that kinda person you know. I think he's the one who yelled this morning when I dropped my bottle" I reply. "I don't know. It's hard to tell" he smiles. "I should go back in there. Miss will be here any moment" I say. Seowon gives me a warm smile and I follow him back in there and I sit down where I was before. The teacher asks me if I'm okay and I said yes. As long as Dongsun doesn't look at me again and gives me a hard time. Seowon is sat nearby me a few seats away. Fine arts class starts and I calm myself down into the right state for working and listening to he teacher. After an hour class was over so I walk out. Seowon walks behind me and I turn around. "Seowon" I say. "Yes" he says. I hesitate for a second. "Errrrmmm you're lucky to have someone. You're lucky to have a girlfriend. I will never find anyone like you have" I say. Seowon didn't know what to say for a minute. "She's not really my girlfriend, Y/ N. We've just started seeing each other. We've only been on a few dates so I won't call her my girlfriend just yet. We are giving it time" he replies. "Oh sorry it seemed like she was your girlfriend. Sorry for getting it wrong" I reply. "It's fine don't worry but why do you think you won't find anyone" Seowon asks. "Because I'm not like other girls but I won't explain now" I say. "I think you are a nice person" he said then he walked away and towards the library. I walk the opposite way. I feel bad for jumping to conclusions and thinking he had a girlfriend but I didn't offend him. I don't think I did. So he doesn't have a girlfriend. They are just casually seeing each other that's all. I saw a fool to ever think that. Haha. I feel like I'm always a bad person