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C H A P T E R 36

Kenny told me that he's on call today, so we have the whole day to ourselves until something comes up. He said he had the whole day planned for us to explore the beautiful island of the Maldives.

After finishing breakfast, I brushed my teeth and took a shower since Kenny took one before I even woke up. I decided to wear my short tight dress that was pink with red sandals. I put my hair into a neat ponytail, applied a little bit of make up and lipgloss.

I went down the stairs of the huge beach house and found Kenny sitting at the sitting room, busy on his phone. He got up as soon as saw me and I instantly took note of his outfit.

He was wearing grey sweatpants and a black sleeveless compressed shirt. He looked hot, like magazine model type of hot, bodybuilder type of hot, fitness trainer type of hot. But sweatpants are literally the sluttiest thing a man can wear outdoors, like who you wearing alla that male lingerie for ?! Especially grey ones. Only I'm allowed to see that. The sleeveless vest was literally showing off his whole mascular physique. His toned muscle structure, well built abs that were visible through the clothing. Not to mention the toned and chiseled biceps and forearms. He looked alluring and sexy as hell.

"You ready to go ?" Kenny asked as he put his phone inside his front pocket.

"Uhh..Uhmm.. yeah.You wearing that ?" I gestured to his sweatpants.

"Yeah, is there a problem with them ?"

"No no no, no. Nothing's wrong." I answered fastly as shaked my head.

There was a problem with them. He could've worn atleast darker sweatpants, or atleast Jeans, or shorts , or chinno trousers, or cargo pants, anything except this. But I'm not going to tell him they're bothering me. Kenny doesn't tell me what to wear, he doesn't dictate my outfits so, I will do the same. Be mature about this. I'll take out my gun and point it at any bitch that eyes him, yeah that sounds wayy mature.

"Okay let's make a deal." Kenny chuckled as he held my waist and bought me closer to hold my butt. "The sweatpants are bothering you so, I change into a Jean and you wear something.. a little less, revealing."

"Who meee? They are not bothering me." I said in an unnecessary enthusiastic voice. "But if you want to change then it's your choice, completely your choice. I wouldn't tell you what to wear. even if they were bothering me, I wouldn't have a say because it's your body afterall. Only you get to decide-"

"Blue do you want me to change ?" Kenny interrupted my rambling.

"Yes pleaseee." I immediately answered. "I'll go change the dress." I said and Kenny chuckled as I led him upstairs.

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"Oh my gosh look at that one! " I said pointing to the colourful fish with vivid orange and blue stripes. "I've changed my mind, that one is the most beautiful one"

"That's a Mandarinfish." Kenny said looking at the fish I pointed.

"Mandarinfish, it's like the most beautiful one here." I smiled.

"Now you know how I see you everytime we're in public." Kenny kissed my cheek.

"Cheesy." I said and we both laughed as we continued walking, holding hands.

Kenny and I were at the aquarium underwater. Apparently underneath the beautiful islands of the Maldives and the humongous ocean, was an aquarium. It was like another destination of it's own. There were hotels, restaurants, bars, all underwater. It was really amazing, the view of the marine life, the thousands of fishes, sharks, whales, dolphins, seals, walruses, Porpoises, along with plants and other organisms that live in the salt water of oceans.

We have been exploring the aquarium for atleast thirty minutes now and I already don't want to go back. We ate dinner at a restaurant, with the view of the sea life visible through the glass. The dinner was the best I had, especially the desert. Turns out, fancy restaurants aren't that bad.

We went shopping. Kenny bought me a cute necklace and had my name crafted on it when I wasn't looking. It was a beautiful silver necklace and had my name "Blue" written in a blue ink.

We also took a long walk on the beach, we took a boat ride, taking pictures and exploring the islands. We planned to go scuba diving and snorkeling after we finished dining under the sea. We even planned to learn to surf, since we both don't know how to.

This has literally been one of the best days of my life- no scratch that, this is the best day of my life. Today has been blissful- euphoric. I've been on cloud nine, I've never felt such ecstasy, so full of excitement, so elated and happy. Kenny is the only one who's capable of making me feel like this, only he holds those capabilities. I don't remember the last time I felt so alive when he wasn't in my life.

"Blue ..Are you okay ?" Kenny asked as he stopped his tracks.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I smiled.

"Baby you just blacked out, I called you three times. Tell me what's wrong princess." Kenny said worriedly as he lifted my chin so I could look at him.

Maybe this was the time. I can't hold this much longer. The guilt was eating me. The lies and the secrets need to end now. I can't continue with the deception and the deceit. I am going to tell Kenny the truth about who I am and why I'm here. This has been going on for too long now and although I know I'll loose him if I tell him, I can't live with myself knowing I kept this from him. I can't carry on with this lie anymore.

Today has made me realise that no matter what I do, I'll never find happiness without him. And every time he tells me he loves me, it's like the guilt continues to grow and pile up in my conscience. I feel like I'm betraying him- which I am, but it isn't supposed to feel this terrible. It isn't supposed to feel like a stab in the chest. Breaking what we have will hurt more, but it was going to happen in four days. So the least I could do is do it right- which is tell him the truth.

"Kenny I need to tell you something." I said as I looked into his eyes. "And I need you to know that my love for you is genuine. No matter what I tell you, just know that I love you and I'll always will."

"I'm ready to open up about everything." I said as I looked at the animal life through the aquarium glass, avoiding eye contact.

"Open up ? You mean about the wounds and scars ? The weapons ? You not wanting me to see certain parts of your body ?" Kenny asked as calm and low as he possibly could.

I nodded still not looking at him. "Kenny I'm not who you think I am. I-"

I was interrupted by Kenny's cellphone ringing in his pocket. He took out the phone and looked at the caller ID. It was work, he did say he might get a call if something important came up. "You can take it, it's fine." I said and he nodded accepting the call.

"You found them ?" Kenny asked after listening to whoever was on the phone. "Okay I'll be there." Kenny said and he hung up. "They found the girls."

"Ohh.. shouldn't you be rushing then ? Our talk can wait until later, the girls are more important." I told him. "I know the way back, just go."

"You sure ?" Kenny asked me and I nodded my head, giving him a reassuring smile.

"I love you." He said as he pecked my lips.

"I love you too." I smiled. "All the best okay ?" I said and he smiled back, kissing my cheek then rushing out of the aquarium.