the sun rises but seonghwa has been awake for a while now, perhaps he never went to sleep. he hasn't been sleeping much the past 4 years. The same question is still circulating laps in his mind.
"what if I had never left?"
his thoughts keep him alive at night as much as the tears that seem to never stop rolling down his beautiful face. but that happens only at night, when his son is quietly sleeping beside him. when he's awake, seonghwa puts on this mask so his child wouldn't see the broken parts in his mother. as a single parent, seonghwa feels bad for not providing his son the 'normal' family image of having the father around. but he made that choice yet he can't handle it.
seonghwa can't continuously live this life of running away and hiding because every time he looks at his sons face,
he is constantly reminded of his past band member, Kim Hongjoong.
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hi, i highly doubt anyone would read this.
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marigold | sh. - hj. | correcting atm!
Fanfictionpark seonghwa silently left ateez after finding out he was unexpectedly pregnant but what happens after 4 years when he meets his members again and especially how will he interact with the father of his child? angsty and low budget seongjoong ff.
