Khella's POV
11 years ago (2015 ), I already experience a hard life. When I was 10 years old (grade 5) I used to go to my tita's house, my mother's sister. Every Saturday and Sunday I'll stay there for
whole day to help them, washing the dishes and so on.
While I wash the dishes, my tita's husband come close to me and said.
"May baon kana ba?"
I didn't see that coming. I thought
"Opo." Sagot ko. Binibigyan Naman kasi kami ni nanay araw-araw. At Si nanay narin Ang nagsisilbing guardian Namin simula nang umalis Sila mama at papa para magtrabaho.
"Gusto mo bigyan kita Ng baon?" I got chills when he whispered it to my ears. He was too close to me enough to feel his body.
"Wag na Po. Binigyan na Po Ako ni nanay." Sagot ko habang naghuhugas parin Ng mga pinggan at baso, not minding the closeness between me and my uncle.
I thought he was just asking me about pocket money but I was wrong. My body froze when he put down my short and start kissing my earlobe.
I was about to ask when he show me something that make my mouth shut.
Gun...
He was showing his gun to me. And I know that it was a message to me in order that no one will find out about what he did to me.
His unpleasant doing.
He was caressed my butt and all I can do is to cry. I'm crying while washing those dishes. Hell.
After 30 minutes he's done. He's done doing that unpleasant thing to me.
"Wag Kang magsusumbong." He said at umalis na while me!? I'm still shock and stagger for what happened a while ago.
What was that!?
The next day. It's Sunday. I have no plan to go there but my grandmother insist that I need to help them. I have no choice but to obey her. And again I'm doing the chores when my uncle's order me to put those drinking glass in their house which is SA baba lang Ng Bahay ni nanay.
He did it in purpose...
Balak ko na sanang umakyat nang dumating bigla si Tito, I can see his small bag at Ang nasa loob nun is Yung baril na ipinakita Niya sakin Nung time na Yun.
And again my body froze. He was forcing me to take off my short and all I can do is to obey him. Anong magagawa ko!? He had a weapon that if I do a wrong move I will end up into cold corpse. After that he asked.
"Saan si ate mo? Papuntahin mo dito may ibibigay akong pantalon."
"Di ko alam Tito."
...
Pauwi na Ako at di ko matanggal SA isip ko Ang sinabi ni Tito. There is something wrong.
"Saan si ate mo? Papuntahin mo dito may ibibigay akong pantalon."
"Saan si ate mo? Papuntahin mo dito may ibibigay akong pantalon."
"Saan si ate mo? Papuntahin mo dito may ibibigay akong pantalon."
"Saan si ate mo? Papuntahin mo dito may ibibigay akong pantalon."
Ilang Segundo pa Ang lumipas at natulala nalang Ako. All this time!? The heck.
Kaya pala SA tuwing pumupunta kami dun bigla bigla nalang Siyang nawawala. All this time she's suffering in his hand. He was using her before me!? Realization hit me so hard.
The weekend came. The hell weekend rather.
" Dalhin mo dun Ang ulam Kila tita mo." Utos ni nanay Kay ate.
"Ako na nay." Sabi ko sabay kuha Ng Tupperware na may lamang ulam at umalis.
Kaba Ang nararamdaman ko habang papalapit SA Bahay Nina tita.
I enhale deeply before I go inside.
While I wash the dishes, naramdaman ko Ang presensya Niya SA likod ko.
"Saan na si ate mo?" Sabi Niya habang pinipisil Niya Ang pwet ko.
"Hindi ko Po alam." I lowly utter.
What I said is a lie. I can't let him do what he want to my sister.
Too dangerous.
Dalaga na si ate, kaya pag ginawa Niya Yun posibleng mabuntis si ate.
Believe me or not at this age my mindset is too matured.
My knees are starting to tremble when he caressed my breast while kissing my earlobe.
Why do I need to experience this kind of struggle? WHYY??
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I've been questioning myself about it nonstop:))))
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