Hidden mistakes *S.Lowsley*

09| Struggling

Lexie knew how things were tense with her and Simon more than ever. She knew what had happened between them and she knew that he was trying to make sure that she kept quite

She knew what would happen if he was found out and the fact that her mum was the head made things a lot more complicated.

Lexie knew how she was pregnant and no one else knew and she was trying to keep that hidden but she knew how she had to start making plans on what she was going to do once she had the baby

She knew how she had to keep this pregnancy secret and she was scared as she had no idea how People were going to react. She knew how Simon was already acting and he didn't even know that she was pregnant and if he found out it would change everything

Lexie placed a hand on her small bump and smiled. The baby had started to kick and Lexie had bought some stuff and she had no idea If she was going to be able to keep her baby but she was trying her best

"I don't know I am going to do but I know I am going to do what is best for you. It's my job too look after you and I don't know what we are going to do but i promise you I will do what is best for you and I will look after you" Lexie said as a tear rolled down her face

She knew how hard that things were and she knew how she was trying to do what was best but she knew that it wasn't easy. Lexie knew how none of this was easy and she didn't know how much longer she'd be able to keep all of this to herself

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Lexie got to school and sighed as she saw Simon with Sue. She looked to him and rolled her eyes as Christine walked over to her as Lexie groaned

"Whatever it is. I didn't do it" Lexie said. She knew that Christine had been on her back lately over things

"It's nothing for you to worry over look I know how I have been on at you over your grades and everything and I wanted to apologise and see if your okay. I am your mother  and I haven't been there for you lately" Christine said

Lexie looked to her and frowned. She knew she wanted to tell her all over what was going on with her but she knew that it was way to hard

"I'm just going through some stuff right now that's all" Lexie said as Christine looked to her and nodded

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Lexie sat in the common room and looked to see Simon walk in and groaned as she looked to him. She stood up and placed the book that she was reading back on the shelf

"If I didn't know any better sir I would say you were stalking me. It's almost as if your obsessed with me" she said as he looked to her and rolled his eyes

"Think again Lexie. I just came to tell you that we need to stop all this bitterness. Someone will find out and ask questions" he said as she looked to him. She frowned as she felt a kick

She knew how fast that the baby inside of her was developing and she knew it all scared that hell out of her

"That's fine with me sir. If you don't mind I have an essay to write" Lexie said

Lexie knew how everything was getting to her but the question was could she cope with it all?