Insecure

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Being bullied was horrible

Constantly getting picked on for things you can't control is something no one should go through

Boys would always be mean to me about my looks making me terribly insecure and over ten years later I'm still insecure

"WHY DOES NOTHING FIT ?" I scream out loud

Being small has some downside such as I can't find anything that fits my legs and nothing that fits my chest because there is basically nothing there

I'm going to be late for work if I don't find something that's fits me

So I go for my safe option which is a long black dress that goes past my knees a pair of black prada heels and long black blazer and gold jewellery over the top to add some spice

Yes it's not the cutest but if I wore anything sexy I would probably get fired my boss and company is very strict

After grabbing my purse and my house keys I make sure my door is locked and press the button in elevator

I live quite high up so it usually takes two minutes to make my way down

I don't mind the inside is pretty

After waiting I go to walk outside I barley drive my car mainly because I don't live far from work and getting the underground is quicker then driving

Putting in my AirPods I start to blast my music I just pray this day goes quick

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"You still working overtime?" My colleague Anthony asks me while sitting on the edge on my desk

I look up at him "what do you think of course I am" I shake my head while he laughs

"It's funny you know? You work the most hours in the office but yet you are still paid the least" dick he likes to rub how he gets paid more in my face

"Fuck off" I simply say to him

"No wonder your not married"

"No wonder your wife cheats on you" I snap back at him

"You prove my point"

"And you prove mine" I finish the conversation by closing my laptop and start to pack all my belongings away

I first met Anthony when I started this job 5 years ago and for some reason he loves to make my work life miserable like most of the men job my office

Dickheads I call them

They probably all have unsatisfied wife's at home

After packing my bag I go down to reception and wait for Rowan to come and pick me up as we work at the same building and I'm going to his house for family dinner Tonight so it makes sense

"Hey Cora"

"Hey Rowan" I say while embracing him into a hug

"You ready?" He asks me

"Yet let's go"

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"Jane baby's you can't eat daddy's ear" Luna says to her two year old while she try's to but he fathers ears off

"Mamma ear" she says while pointing to her own ears on her head

"Why is she so obsessed with eating ears ?" Carlos says sounding concerned over his own ears

"I wish I knew" Luna reply's while watching her daughter try and get to her fathers ears

After a couple of minutes knocking on the door start to pull everyone out of conversation and making Roman stand up in his seat "shit Logan's here"

But Sophia slaps his arm "stop swearing in front of the baby's"

Laughing it off he walks to door opens it and start to Great his brother

I've only met Logan a couple of times and we have never really spoken but holy fuck that man is hot

Like Christ Hemsworth hot

So he's very hot

"Hey guys" Logan says greeting everyone while taking off his jacket

"UNCLE LOGAN" Roman screams while running towards him a jumping in his arms

"Hey buddy how you been"

Did I mention he's good with kids ?

He's even hotter because of that

" so how's work?" Sophia asks him while passing him his plate full of food

"Alright just gotta but my pitch in for a new project we're working on"

Also he's rich which again makes him even hotter

God this man has everything

But things would never happen between us because he only goes for tall girls with big boobs so I'm  out of the picture

Oh well I'm used to it

After chatting for a while the kids started to become tried and all wanting to go bed so everyone started to leave gradually

"Auntie Cora" I hear Roman say softly while being half asleep

"Yes baby" I say while picking him up and cuddling him

"When are you coming again ?" He asks me in between yawns

"Soon I promise"

"Promise?"

"Promise"

And with that little man fell asleep on my lap and his dad took him from me and put him to bed

"You still the favourite aunt?" Logan and me making. Conversation after sitting down next to me

"Of course" I smile at him

He smiles back

Holy fuck he smiled back

What a lucky girl I am

Shifting in his position Logan starts to speak agin "so when you leaving?"

"Umm whenever I can be arsed to ring a taxi"

"You didn't drive?" He questions me

"No Rowan picked me up" he just nods his head before he starts speaking  again

"Want me drop you off?"

My mouth opens a little bit No way Logan jones offered to drop me off at my house

"Umm sure let me me go grab my things" I say to him while getting up off the sofa and go to collect my things

"Alright I'll go wait in the car"

"Ok meet you there"

"Meet you there"

Turing around I start to smile uncontrollably until I feel an arm pull me into the kitchen

"So you and Logan what's going on?" Sophia questions me

"Nothing mum he just offered to take me home" I explain to her I mean that is what happened not like he asked me to remove my top

"Ok we'll make sure to use a condom, actually no screw that don't your kids would look so cute" Sophia  says clapping her hands together

I shake my head "babe he just offered to take me home"

"Okay future sister in law"

"Shut up" I smile at her

"Stop being mean to a pregnant lady now go" she orders me

I give her a kiss on her check and then make my way to Logan's car

I  wonder what will happen

Nothing probably

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She's probably right

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