WHEN I'M WITH YOU

WHEN I'M WITH YOU : PART 6

I went back to where my trousers were just a pile on the floor and pulled my phone out my pocket. Five missed calls and three texts from my mother, all asking where I was and if I was okay. I rolled my eyes, I bet no other seventeen year old's mum is this protective. I sent her a short text : Hey, i'm at Dan's house, text you earlier saying that he's letting me sleep over, it must of not reached you, don't worry i'm fine x. I then turned my phone off and chucked it back into my pocket, I didn't care what her reply was, when I was with Toby I could do what I wanted. I noticed Toby didn't pick up his clothes or try and clean the floor, he just beckoned me up the stairs and into his room. We climbed into bed, both extremely tired, but there were still some questions I had that needed to be answered...

"Toby?" I said, looking over at him, he looked so hot, his big arms behind his head, showing his tufts of curly brown armpit hair. He opened his eyes and looked over at me and made a "mmm" noise to show me he was listening, I watched him get up and switch off the light and get back into bed.
"Was everything you said true, like back when I was with Codey, or were you just jealous?" I asked, I was worried to ask Toby serious questions because he wasn't the sort who thought about things and was serious about life. I watched him glance away from me to the other side of the room, he couldn't of been looking at anything because we were in complete darkness, I felt like i'd pissed him off, I wanted to kick myself, but then I heard sniffing noises, was he crying?!
"Toby what's wrong? Tell me!" I asked, trying to cuddle into his back. He elbowed me away and I felt hurt, but as he rolled back over to face me, I realised he was trying to make room for himself, there was a long silence
"I was jealous of course I was, but it was also true, everything I said, and i'm greatful for the way that you were willing to forgive me, even after the way I treated you, and that you didn't hate me for spoiling something between you and Codey" he mumbled, his voice was cracking, he was trying so hard to fight the tears.
"Oh he wasn't that important, I didn't feel the same way about him that I do about you" I said, holding his hand, trying to comfort him.
"See, were talking about feelings. I don't have feelings Ty! A guy like me, I just don't! Especially not for other people!"
"Is this because i'm a guy?" I whispered, breaking the blind eye contact.
"No, it's because your another person, it because i've never been jealous of anyone before, hell i've never had to be! It's because I felt sick seeing you with another guy, it's because you can make me cry!" He said, I knew he was fully sobbing now, I just stayed quiet. "Your my only weakness Ty..." I heard him whisper. I'd never felt so nervous and happy at the same time.

"I don't know what to say...Toby...why are you sad, why are you feeling this way?" I questioned, I felt like i'd hurt him in some way.
"Because i've come to a realisation!"
"And what realisation is that..." I asked, hoping it was good. I felt his hand on my chin, pushing my head up so that we were looking at each other. My eyes had adjusted to the light and I could see the tears in his eyes.
"When i'm with you I think i'm a better person! I'm feel happy, I don't feel like i'm not worth anything" He cried, pulling me closer to him.
"Your worth everything Toby!" I gasped, shocked at what he was saying. It only took a few seconds before his tongue was in my mouth, kissing me roughly, but it was also extremely passionate. I wanted him to say "I love you" I wanted to tell him that I loved him, but I felt like he'd already poured his heart out enough for one night. I placed my head on his chest, "Come on let's get some sleep" I whispered. About five minutes later I heard loud snoaring, I laughed to myself and closed my eyes...

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I was awoken by Toby's loud talking and laughing. "Seriously? His place? Tonight? Fuck yeah i'll be there, i'll bring my boys with me too" he said confidently before hanging up the phone. Toby was still completely naked, his semi-erect cock moving as he paced the room. "Who was that?" I asked, rubbing my eyes. "That was Alex, his friend Rob, you know the one who's seriously rich with a huge house? He's having a big tonight, and us lot are invited" he replied. I smiled about Alex, he was on the team and even though his gang didn't hang round with ours, we all got on really well with him and it was really pleasant that he invited us to a party. "Let's go get some breakfast i'm proper hungry" he muttered, and started walking out the door, still naked. I fallowed behind him, Toby had a small bum, it was really toned and I liked the way it got wider as it reached his hips. I could hear his fingers tapping away at the key's of his mobile while he trudged downstairs in his usual lazy manner.