WHEN I'M WITH YOU

WHEN I'M WITH YOU : PART 6

"Seen something you like TJ!" Kai suddenly said really loudly. I looked down and realised i'd grown a huge boner when thinking about violating Tyler right here in the changing rooms. I just grinned, I wasn't at all ashamed of modeling my hard on infront of all the guys. I pulled my hoodie on and looked up, Tyler was looking down at my boner, he then looked up into my eyes and winked. I licked my lips at him before walking out onto the pitch waiting for Coach Douglass to give us our first drills of the session.

Once practice was over and I was getting changed Tyler came up behind me. "Can I walk home with you tonight? Robbie has doctors and is getting a lift straight there, so I have no one to walk with" he said, smiling sweetly at me, running his fingers through his blonde hair. "Sure you can Ty" I said, grinning down at him. We walked out of the changing rooms and started making our way home, it was silent, I was waiting for him to start the conversation, when that didn't happen I descided on taking the matter into my own hands. "So...I missed like hanging out with you" I said, kind of embarrassed to say shit like that. Tyler laughed softly, "We last talked on sunday, it's only been a couple of days TJ!" I shook my head, "Yeah but that's a long time not to talk to one of your best mates for" I replied. "Let's just forget about it, it wasn't important, I behaved ridiculously, i'm kind of embarrassed about it all" Ty said quickly without looking at me. "You? Behaved ridiculously? Tyler it was me who did it all and fucked up that great night!" I said rather loudly, luckily nobody was around.

Ty stopped dead in his tracks and looked at me. "TJ, can we just forget about it please?" he sighed. I nodded and we carried on our walk. "So what's the deal with Codey Day? You guys seem pretty close" I asked, even though I didn't really want to know what was going on between them. I watched Tyler's cheeks blush, the last time I saw him blush like that was when we were making out. "Well you know, he's a nice guy, we get on really well, but were only friends right now, but maybe we will become something more once we've known each other longer" he giggled. "Oh...cool..." I felt sick in the stomach and started walking quicker, not quick enough that he would notice, but quickly so we'd get home sooner. We got to the old church, I asked Ty if it was the one he went to but he said it wasn't, that his was much bigger and grander. "But theres something about this one, I like it more" he said, walking over and sitting on the wall, the sun was already starting to go down.

"What you doing?" I asked him, feeling confused as to why he was stopping when his house was just round the corner. "Just wanna sit and catch up" he smiled, patting the wall next to him, I walked over and took a seat. We sat in silence for a while, the wind was tickling my cheeks. "So you still seeing L-Lauren" Tyler mumbled. I could tell it was difficult for him to talk about her. "We fucked on tuesday night actaully, but once she was gone I realised I have very little interest in her, haven't even spoken to her since" I replied. "Oh I see" Tyler smiled. Silence fell again, but it wasn't awkward anymore. After a few minutes I felt a head on my shoulder, Tyler's soft blonde hairs on my chin. Without thinking I rubbed his back gently, more gentle than I was with anyone. I felt something weird in my stomach, something I only felt when I was really excited. Did Tyler excite me in more ways than sexually?

Time went by, Ty and I just sat there, staring into space, still close together. There were stars out tonight, shining brightly, it was now really dark and really cold. "We should get going i'm freezing" I suggested, sliding off the wall, I turned and reached for Tyler's hand, I don't know why I did this, but was pleased when he took it. We made our way home, Tyler softly singing or humming certain songs as we walked. As we got to the end of the road it was time to part. "I'll see you tomorrow TJ" Tyler said putting his arms round my neck, he looked at my lips for a while, then cuddled into me instead. I held him in my arms, his cute face burried into my shoulder. "Bye!" I smiled down at him and he looked up at me, we stayed like that for a while, then he turned away and I watched him disapear down his road, once he was out of sight, I quickly made my way home.