WHEN I'M WITH YOU

WHEN I'M WITH YOU: PART 5

Three of my fingers were up me now, Kai only had to use two on me but thats because his hands were twice the size of mine. It actaully hurt quite a bit, moving my hands when my wrists were cut and bandaged. Kai could see I was in pain as I pushed him so he was lying on his back and mounted him in silence. I gripped his cock and started lowering myself down on him, my other hand on his chest supporting myself so I didn't fall off him. The head of Kai's dick popped into my hole stretching me out, "Oh my god, ouch, oh fuck" I whispered, I felt tears welling in my eyes. "Eddie, come on baby, lets stop this your in pain" Kai said shifting a bit. I wasn't going to let it happen, I sat down hard on him and howled in pain. I looked straight into his eyes, "No Kai, I wanna thank you" I whispered and starting bringing myself back up. I then sat back down taking Kai deep inside me causing us both to moan.

"Thankyou for everything!" I gasped as I picked up speed and started riding him. The pain was gone and replaced by pure extacy. I couldn't feel the cuts, the bruises, I could only feel him stuffing my hole completely. I looked down at Kai, his eyes closed, moaning softly. I was really taking him all now, enjoying the way it felt to be in controll, to feel him slipping right up inside me. About ten minutes later I found myself getting so tired, my breathing was strained and my thrusts were lazy. Kai watched me then sat up, me still on his lap and starting shuffling till he was sitting, legs off the bed and feet on the floor, my legs wrapped round his waist.

We kissed very softly, our tongues massaging together. Kai held my hips and bounced me up and down in this hard but good rhythem. The room started spinning, I felt like I was floating on a cloud, I could see nothing but Kai, feel nothing but Kai, hear nothing but Kai's quick breaths as he concentrated on making love to me. The head of his cock was rubbing all the right places and I felt a tingle go all through my body and butterflies in my stomach. I bounced him deeper and felt his cock throb and expand inside me. I couldn't take it anymore, I gave into the way Kai felt and surrendered to my orgasm. I sprayed my cum like a fountain across Kai's chest and on my stomach, my body tensing and going through many spazms.

I nearly fell backwards off the bed, i'd never felt so good. Luckily Kai held me close to his body, I felt him shake as he kissed my neck and moaned quietly in my ear. I knew what was coming and made sure he was deep, no, deeper than deep. Each shot of his cum felt like liquid fire inside my body. For me he wasn't dumping his load inside me, he was filling me with his love, passion and the very stuff he was made of. We fell back onto the bed and I was disapointed when Kai removed himself from me. He stood up, pulling out the blue t-shirt I had worn on our first time together. He smiled sweetly and handed it to me, I slipped it on and let it fall down to my knees.

I let Kai clean me up then climbed into bed, he did the same and we looked into each other eyes like we always did after we'd shared a special moment together. "I love you" he whispered, kissing my forehead. I smiled slightly, being careful of my split lip, "I love you too Kai." Forget what I said before. This was love, I am in love with Kai and he makes me feel so right. But i'm scared for you Kai, I know your going to go after Barry, I know your going to really hurt him or he's going to really hurt you. Either way it won't end up good and I don't want to loose you. One day i'll tell you what's going on, that my dad is in hospital, that i'm pratically starving myself as i'm too stressed to eat. One day i'll tell you how I really feel about you, that this is more than love, i'm hoping your one to keep. I kissed his chest as he drifted off to sleep. "I love you" I whispered "I love you."

I walked away from Kai's house at about six in the morning. It was a monday, but I wasn't going to school. I felt bad, leaving him in his bed once again, but he couldn't know I was going to visit my dad. I went home to shower and change, obviously you wouldn't go and see your sick father stinking of sex. My mum was asleep on the sofa, an empty wine bottel next to her. I shook my head, I wasn't going to wake her up, I shouldn't have to look after my mum it should be the other way round! As I went up the stairs my older brother's girlfriend ran past me too fast to notice the state I was in. She rushed out the door, her dad was really strict and she normally had to sneak out to see my brother.