Sky Memoir

Another 7 seconds

Part 2 of the 7 seconds series.

Another 7 Seconds

An abrupt, blissful shower of a single unheard thought traversed my psyche,
I looked around so that I didn't have to perceive him for an instance.

Whoever the girl maybe, maybe his love? It was of no concern.
I loved him and nevertheless I still do, this thought solely made me realize how powerful and sincere my love is.

The passion I have for him is as fresh as it was yesterday when I entangled all those emotions for the first time,
Maybe I was in love with the feeling of loving him,
Which was as beauteous as the moments I once shared with him.

This existing state of mine doesn't pull back the hurt I once suffered alone,
His eyes brought back all the memories of love back again,
The love I believed I had buried somewhere deep inside my heart,
The love I opined existed no more.

My heart still beats differently and this is an asymptomatic feeling,
He was not in love with me,
But I was in love with the way, with the existent passionateness I loved him.

It was so simple,
I conceived I couldn't get over him,
Where I had to make harmony with all that I got, not with what I had lost.

I forgot my existence once again,
When I felt, my soul got entangled with his, once again.
He was once the reason for my smile, my laughter,
I need him to be that reason evermore,
Thus, no matter, he stays far away from me, from my heart.

My love for him is the strongest emotion that I'm proud of,
So I looked at him and admired his eyes, admired him for those another 7 seconds and walked my way away with a little pain? Yes.
But with a lot of unconditional love? Yes.

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Posted on 24 December, 2022.