My Love

Chapter 17

"I can't, still trying to process the whole thing" I said smiling a little looking around the place walking around to the living room part eating the chocolate covered strawberries

Jordan brought us to a beach house because he knows how much I love and connect with the ocean he had a nice set up on the beach for us when we first got here which was so beautiful, he had a chef making the food which was delicious as hell and now we were just inside

"Hey I want to talk about something" He said behind me as I ate another strawberry

"Wassup?"

"When you think you're ready to tell everybody about the baby? I only asked because I told my mom and nem keep they mouth shut and you are going to be showing soon" He said putting me into think mode

I haven't really thought about it but now that he brung it up I did. The only reason why I kept it a secret was because he didn't know about the baby and now that he knows I don't see why not

Plus I have all the support system I need so I'm not worried about the media or anybody else about my pregnancy, Me and Jordan might not be together but I know we will eventually we just takin things slow the baby doesn't matter with that part we have to still get to know each other and more

"I'm ready now actually. Now that you know I don't care who knows anymore just felt like it needed to be a decision we make together" I said genuinely as he nodded

"Cool then, we don't have to announce to social media and stuff until you're ready" He said as I nodded and smiled as well for him still putting my decision first

"I think I'll tell my family at the twins birthday party this weekend" I said as he nodded taking a sip of his drink which was henny

"You liked everything?" He asked as I nodded my head

"I love everything, thank you for this" I said genuinely, it was really needed

We were always working or so focused on the baby me and him never had time to actually do things like this with just us two, especially with Tay and Ciana asses always around

"No thank you" He said as I was confused

"Thank me?" I said I said shoving another strawberry in my mouth as he nodded

"Yes thank you.. You really changed me for the better and I appreciate you, this baby and everything you've sacrificed for me you know" He said looking me in my eyes

"I should be thanking you" I said as he looked at me "You've been here every step of the way, every time i call or text, you are there. Dealing with every mood swing your way, just being there for me in general not leaving me to deal with this alone" I said sincerely

Having a support system is cool but having the father here also helping you plays such a big role with these kinds of situations and I'm so thankful he stepped up and is being here for me for us you know

"You know I wouldn't leave you alone right? Especially to deal with this alone" He said staring into my soul

I was speechless

"Answer me Alyse" He said causing me to nod my head

"I know" I responded back looking to his eyes

He stared at me touching my skin with his hands and God were they soft.. Looking into his eyes I felt myself drawing more and more into them not realizing how close we were getting before our lips touched

The kiss was so powerful, we've kissed before but this, this was different

Jordan pulled me to him and kissed me deeply, it was the most passionate kiss we've every did. He unbuttoned my dress with one hand while kissing me finally able to take the dress off he licked his lips watching me eying every inch of my body that was now visible .