You're the lights I've been dreaming of
but it went away too soon
because of mistakes I've made,
I'm wrong and I know love
but I'm here one last time
to cry my heart out on you
and show you I'll go
Dreams are getting darker
my love is getting tired
but love, it won't get weary of you
cause it beats like shit when you talk
breaks in thousands when you go
but don't you worry
I'll create mosaics of the broken pieces
so you can tell me I'm beautiful
when you're gone
i find it hard to move on
but I'll go
I'll swallow the pride you hated
I'll throw the tears I've been keeping
I'll burn the past I've been hating
cause none of them was really what i meant
but you called me a name i couldn't forget
guess i could never really redeem myself to you
that's why I'll step back and go
turn the page to chapter eleven
where it hurts the most cause I've been missing
i wish i would've treated you right
and i hate that you have to go
but i hate that i cannot do
all the things i wished I'd do
i swear if we love again,
I'll make it right
so i can be your only light
but maybe it's not the way to go
but if we meet again
i hope i see the sunshine you have
to guide me again through my darkest path
my love, I've been foolish enough
to keep doubting myself and us
I'm not perfect in any way honey
but those mistake I made
proves that i can be dumb,
stupid enough to send someone like you away
but don't worry,
I'll go like you asked
I'll tear the things I've been trying to rebuild
just so you can have the way.
i wrote this last thing for you
so you'll know I'll regret
everything I've ever did to you
cause i know it won't be the same anymore
i just hope you'll hear those little symphonies
i sent them just for you.
i hate to leave
but i love you
so I'll go
