She said certain things she regrets
She said certain things she never meant.
It hurt his heart
and she was scared that now it was beyond repair.
She feared he'd be back
his dark Alter-ego.
She feared that the man she loved
would just disappear.
In his car she sat beside him
prepared for his rejection.
In his car she sat with bated breathe
building walls around her heart for protection.
But when he ticked YES on the YES/NO card
she took her first breathe of relief.
When smiled at the 'LET'S AVOCUDDLE'
for the first time in 3 days she felt happy.
And now she blushed imagining his reaction
when he sees the little red thing she had on
under that pink top.
That night in his car
for the first time she experienced desperation.
She needed that hug.
She needed that connection.
She needed his kiss to complete her
she needed his touch to fix her
she needed that eye contact to assure her.
Assure her that everything was fine.
Assure her that we are alright.
Throughout that kiss her eyes were wide open
trying to memorize his face.
Her fingers tracing his skin
to engrave it in her brain.
That night she felt him in her core for the first time
"I did not go deep," he said
"but why did it feel so?" she wondered.
Despite it being a painful, a stinging sensation
why did it feel so good?
Is this how couples make-up?
maybe that's how it works.
That night had a whole new meaning
is all she knows.
That what they shared
was so damn pure.
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PillowTalk: A Collection of Poems
PoetryPillow Talk is a collection of thoughts and jumble of emotions that you feel at night when you are left to your own devices. Each poem talks about a new emotion, a new situation and a new feeling.
