once I'm older || Wilbur Soot

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okay so... 

heey 😅 how you doin?

no for real, hi guys.

I am back and i am alive, even though some of you might have thought that i abandoned this fic entirely.

I promise you that's not the case, but sometimes life just gets in the way.
Life sucks and shit happened, i was and to be completely honest, still am in a pretty bad place mentally but i feel like i finally have at least a tiny bit of motivation to write again.

I just feel utterly burnt out and sad all the time.
Sorry for ranting and dumping all of this on you guys, but it feels good to share what's going on in my mind without all of the judgement.

I'm trying to get my shit together, I took an impromptu vacation to Brighton for like 10 days, and today I was just sitting at the beach thinking about how i will crack open my laptop and write a chapter of this book. I would really much love to finish it eventually, let's just hope it's actually going to happen.

On a totally unrelated note, I don't fucking know what is it about me and running into streamers, but i lowkey made eye contact with James Marriott the other day at the lanes. Sadly I didn't get to talk to him because he was with friends and I didn't want to be rude and intrude on them but yeah. that happened lmao

If the universe loves me I might just spot a wild Wilbur Soot around here sometime in the next five days... let's manifest that yeah? yeah, thanks.

But fr, all jokes aside, sorry again for disappearing. I'll try my best to upload more often, I promise.

I love y'all like a lot <3

ps: you never fail to crack me up with these reading lists

cheers to us wanting to set our toasters on fire in a good way xx