The Restart

Beginning

Let's start from the past, to start a new chapter.

I am old enough to be called old in the traditional sense, society defined terms to be precise. Age can be a number for those who thrive in life, winning against odds. It can also be for someone who hasn't found the path to travel.

I am the latter one, my day goes in flow, like a coded program successfully running in a production environment. Sometimes it gives defects so critical, your entire environment is stuck and unable to process the commands.

That's when the root cause analysis comes into picture. Right now, I am in that phase of life, trying to assess the path I have travelled and to decide which path I need to take to keep my mental health and peace.

The creative side fights with the analytical side, sometimes I wonder if I have any analytical side of me. Have you ever switched from coding to testing than to customer service roles? Maybe not exactly in the same scenarios, but hope you can get my point.

What will hold my interest in the long term rather than just moving from one to another short term? Is it wrong to switch, not sticking to one interest or the same job for that matter to earn a living?

When you follow the herd, it feels natural to do the same stuff as the rest .But the problem arises when you stand still and are not able to move forward. It feels heavy to take that next step. Looking around to see if anyone can resonate with you and when you find no one, It just makes you lonely. Trying your way in a jungle when there is no set path and the one that is there is not for you with the herd.

Are you here to find answers? I am not sure if I can give you any, while I am searching for it. Everyday I want to make an entry, to note my explorations. A conscious effort to know if I am travelling the unknown to find my path . I want to restart as many times as I can ,so as not to feel the pressure. Life may be short, but what's worth it is to me ,if I don't explore my possibilities because of fear of failure and rejection.

If you resonate with me even a little, Let's begin the RESTART together ...