It gets hard somedays.
Seeing how your family is doing is a bit comforting, knowing they are doing somewhat okay. I know we will never understand their pain, but we do know from our own life experiences how much pain they are in.
I watch videos that your in, and read fanfics where your alive and healthy. I feels as though your still here, still fighting. Things feel normal again, and I know that's not really good for me, but it's how I get by some days.
I haven't been joining anyone streams in awhile, dont get me wrong I will join once in awhile, but I dont stay very long. It hurts to see them without you. Knowing there will never be anymore content with you or just anything where you're there.
Granted I know its January now, and I should be finished being upset over you being gone. Some days it hurts more than others.
I know in the stream right after the video dropped where Wilbur and Phil were talking. Wilbur asked for us not to forget, I don't think that's possible.
Your on my mind every day, it hurts just the same everyday. I just hope the pain gets easier as time goes on. Because if it stays like this I dont know how to handle that.
It's been over half a year since you've been gone.
Half a year.
That thought came to me and I almost broke completely down from it.
But hey, we still have the memory's and laughs.
You may be gone, but you're not really gone, you're here in memories and spirit.
YOU ARE READING
Book for Technoblade.
RandomI am heartbroken over the news, undecided to vent out everything, and might continue to write little things for him. If you need help or anything like that reach out to someone, you are not alone. This is a hard time for everyone. Technoblade was...
