pinky promise

shower

"i love you." jamie kissed me, as we stood in the shower

this is beyond wrong, against the contract i signed, this is bad.

but it feels so right

"we shouldn't-" i said kissing him more.

"shut up and keep going." he demanded.

"yo, macy-kate." i heard.

i pulled away from jamie and looked shocked not knowing what to do.

he looked at me with the same expression.

"MK, oh, guess ill go tell jamie."

"fuck." jamie said.

"were fucking screwed."

i stood there, frozen in fear.

"play it cool." he said.

"jamie? jamie?"

"oh my god, jamie, were screwed." i panicked

"jamie i swear to god if you're in the shower with MK, i will lose my shit." trevor said, banging on the door.

"give me a sec trev." i said, turning the water off

"where the fucks jamie?" he said.

"i dont know." i said

i looked at jamie with fear in my eyes.

"macy-kate, wheres jamie?" he demanded

"trev im getting dressed."

"is jamie getting dressed too?"

"trev hold up." i said

"macy-kate." he pushed

"what trevor?"

"wheres jamie. be honest macy-kate. please girl. im gonna be mad but tell me the truth please so i can calm down for a sec." he said calmly.

i sighed and looked at jamie, "he's in here."

"k. ill be on the couch waiting."

i broke down in tears.

trevor had so much trust in me and jamie walked in on me showering and i allowed him in.

we dried off and changed before walking into the living room.

trevor sat on the couch, his left leg bouncing and head down.

"im sorry trevor."

"shut up and sit down. you too." he pointed at jamie.

jamie and i sat on opposite sides of the couch.

"what the hell?" he looked back and forth between us.

i looked at the ground.

"you do realize how fucking bad this will look if your boss finds out. if coach finds out?" trevor said loudly.

"im sorry." i wiped my tears.

"i dont care if you two cuddle on the couch or in bed, but no closed fucking doors. macy-kate i swear if you get fired because you get caught with jamie, i will be the first to tell your mother what you did. she trusted me to put you in a safe home for the season, she didnt allow you here to fuck my best friend. and jamie, if you fucking get her pregnant, your ass is out of here. you guys hated each other 3 days ago, what changed? holy fuck." he said getting up and leaving the room.

i stood up and went to my room.

this is how my career ends.

because i fucked a hockey player.

maybe i should of gone to school to be a agriculture teacher.

"hey."

"what?" i asked trevor as he entered my room.

"im sorry. i didn't mean to yell at you, i was just mad."

he laid in my bed next to me, "no, i understand why you were mad. it was very wrong for me to do that."

"i came in here to hear your side of the story." he said

"oh." i sighed.

"well, i was about to get in the shower when i realized that i needed a second towel so instead of getting dressed again, i texted jamie and he said that he would bring me one. when he did, he gave me a kiss while i was in the shower & he wanted in and i couldn't say no, i mean i could of. i totally could of! but i...i dont know. it wont happen again. i like my job here and i dont want to ruin that."

"thats good because i dont want to have that conversation with your mom." he laughed a little. "alright well, thanks for being truthful with me, cuz."

"yep."

he left my room and i was once again, alone with my thoughts.