MINE / JINKOOK

CHAPTER-30

JUNGKOOK

Can I kiss you?

JIN

Jungkook.. ...I

JUNGKOOK

Yes or No Jin?

JIN

I don,t know how to kiss.
I never kissed before so I am kind of nervous.

Jin finally spoke in his shaky voice.

JUNGKOOK

Jin please there is no need of doing this act in front of me.
Just say No damn it?
Is it that hard for you?

Jungkook placed his thumb on Jin,s lips.

You kissed my father with these lips.

This made him remember that night.
Jungkook released his hold on Jin,s upper body and finally sat on the sofa opposite to the Jin.

JIN

A tear fell from Jin,s eyes because of Jungkook,s words no matter how many times Jin told him that he is not a whore but Jungkook never listens to him.

Jungkook turned towards Jin and held jin,s face with both of his hands

I want it Jin I want to kiss.
I am jealous of my father.
I am jealous of everyone who touched you.
I want to remove every touch of other men from your body.
I don,t want anyone who is not me to touch you.

With that Jungkook leaned towards Jin face and was about to kiss him but stopped when he noticed the tears in his eyes.

JUNGKOOK

Why are you not stopping me?

JIN

Because I don,t want to.

JUNGKOOK

Then Why are you crying?

JIN

Because I am not slut or whore.
I never slept with Taehyung Sir.
I ...I never slept with your father.

Jungkook hands are still helding Jin,s face and looking straight into his eyes.

JUNGKOOK

I love you Jin.

Jungkook said in his very low voice.

You know that?
Whenever I hurt you I feel more pain than you.
When you cry because of me I feel like my whole world breaking in front of my eyes.
Hurting you is like hurting myself.

You know how much I want you make mine officially.

I want to be your friend.
I want to be your best friend.
I want to be your lover.
I want to be your boyfriend.
I want to be your husband.
I want to be yours only yours.

You know that I never touched anyone before because I want to do all my firsts with you.

I loved you from the childhood days.
You don,t even know how much you matter for me.
Your name is enough to make me crazy JIN.

I love you KIM SEOKJIN more than anything in this world.

But you destroyed everything that night...

Whyy ?????

Jungkook screamed making Jin flinch on his position.

Jungkook left his hold from Jin,s face and stood up.

He looked away in a direction opposite to Jin.

That night I ...
I was going to propose you I prepared everything from your favourite flowers to your favourite food.

I decorated my entire room for you.

But you were late, I was searching for you I called you several times but you didn,t picked any of my calls.
I messaged you but no reply.

I became worried about you then mom told me to ask dad about you I went to the dad,s room to ask him If he knows something about you.

I was about to open the door but I heard some moaning noises so I stopped in front the door.
The door was slightly opened so I looked inside and saw my ...
My father above you ..
H ... he was naked only in his boxers kissing you.

A tear finally fell from Jungkook,s eyes remembering that night.

I want to forget that damn night Jin.

Jungkook said in a cracky voice.

JUNGKOOK went towards the Jin who clearly didn,t understand what Jungkook said.

He held Jin from his shoulders and made him stand in front of him so close that both of their bodies touching each other completely.

You know how I felt that day Jin.
I felt betrayed.
REMEMBER I  was the one who fought with everyone to keep you in our house.
I was the one fighting with all the kids who bullied you.
I was the one who was there for you always.
I was the one guiding you in your life.

And I was the one who got betrayed by my so called Father and You...

YOU KIM SEOKJIN...

Jungkook released his hold from Jin with a force that made Jin moving a few steps back.

But you know still after so many things you have done to me I can,t hate you.

I want to hate you.
I want to make your life hell.
I want to make you feel the way I felt that day.

The tears in JIN,s eyes started falling continuosly but Jungkook is no different he also can,t control his tears.

But then  Jungkook out of the sudden hugged Jin so tightly that they can feel each part of their bodies colliding.

Jin felt Jungkook,s heavy breathing his tears on his shoulders.

JUNGKOOK

Jin let,s forget about everything let,s forget what you did to me.
Can you please love me?
Please I will not say anything about the past.
We will leave this city.
I am alone I don,t know how how to love someone who is not you.

Please Jin..
Please

Jungkook broke the hug and fell on his knees in front of Jin.

JUNGKOOK

Please say something ...

JIN

I....
I love you Jungkook
I loved you Jungkook back then
And I still love you.

And I was not the one who slept with your father.......

Trust me....

Jin said and hugged Jungkook who was on the floor.

They both started crying silently in each others embrace.

Maybe you all are waiting for this moment.

Who do you think is behind all this mess?

Or
JUNGKOOK WILL TRUST JIN OR NOT?