Just Here

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I am just here...
Existing...
Doing nothing...
The days fade into each other.
It's the same routine everyday
It may not be exact but the difference isn't much
I am just here...
My life feels pointless...
But at the same time it does not
I don't hate myself, and I don't hate my life
I just feel like I am here
I don't know what to do or even if I should be doing something
I just don't know...
Just like I am just here
I wake up. I do chores. I watch movies. I go to bed
Repeat. Day in. Day out.
I don't talk to anyone outside of my family.
I have no-one special.
I am just here.
And I don't want to be...
I really don't...
I want to feel.
Something...
Anything...
Please...

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