𝑰𝛮𝐷𝑰𝐺𝛮𝐴𝛮𝑇 ♡

28

"Whenever you're around i'm never feeling down, you are my trusted friend and you I can depend. you take me away from the pain and you bring me paradise"
-Mary J Blige
||Los Angeles, California📍||
Kasen Amilleon Wright

3 days later...

I could've did both....I never messed up, I never did anything wrong

Never got caught not one time at school, I stayed lowkey, I hid it well. if he wouldn't have remembered my face while being punished for something that had nothing to do wit me, then I would still be stacking my bread on the low and nobody would know

It was never my fault... I really could've did both

Of coarse nobody believes I can do both, that's why everybody mad. but if nobody shows up for me today? that would be fucked up

Second to last high school football game ever? the last if we lose tonight. if no one show up for this...?-

"You aight?" Coach asked snapping me out of my thoughts as he wrapped tape around my ankles while I sat on the bench in the locker room; I looked at him and nodded my head

"Yea" I said clearing my throat and letting him finish. when he was done I stood up and he pat my shoulder before I walked off

I went to the bench by my locker and sat down frowning at my phone. everything pissing me the fuck off

The game starts in a hour, Azaria ain't here, don't know if she still coming. I don't know if my parents are coming or not, prolly not. and on top of all that, i'm tired as hell. my head is everywhere and I ain't ready to play at all

I haven't been home since that night I left. I stayed with Kaleb for 2 days but decided to leave when I kept waking up to his daughter jumping on me or slapping me while i'm sleep on the couch. that lil girl annoying as hell. plus having to hide every time my dad randomly pop up there to talk to Kaleb while also trying to see if i'm there

Last night I stayed at auntie Nova's house with Kori so we could come to the game and school together but I ain't staying there no more, Nova and my mom to close and I don't need her knowing where I am and popping up on me. after the game I plan on booking a hotel but if that don't work out I ain't tripping about sleeping in my car until I can figure something else out

My mom's been calling me back to back but I can't seem to answer her. I don't know if she's mad at me and wanna cuss me out or if she just wants me to come home. and even though I want to, ion wanna be around my dad

A part of me wish I would've just gave him the gun because ion even need this shit no more. Kaleb don't got nothing for me to sell so it ain't like imma have to protect myself anymore

The last time I talked to Azaria she was getting on her plane, ion know if she landed yet or anything

"Aye lets go! it's time to start doing warm ups!" Coach yelled and everybody started getting up and walking out

I touched my hair frustratedly looking at my phone one more time before shutting it off and throwing it in my locker. I put my socks and cleits on before getting off the bench and walking out behind everybody
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