Before her

Madilyn

The night before

"Hey honey how was school" my mom asked

"It was good"

"Did you meet any new people? All hot girls at that school?"

Let me explain I came out to my mom a few months ago and she was more then happy and excepted everything some people like to call us Rory and Lorelai mostly because she had me at 16 and we have such a close bond she's basically my

"Well there is this one girl I met today she's so pretty and funny and smart"

"Oooo ok tell me everything I'll order some pizza"

"Well we we're basically talking all lunch after her friend invited me to sit with them"

"What's her name?"

"Alycia" I said them smiled

"Ooo that's a pretty name what does she look like?"

"Well she has brown hair and green eyes"

"Do you have any pictures?"

"No omg mom we literally met earlier today"

"Ok fine what's her last name"

"Debnem Carey"

"Ok one sec" my mom said then pulled out her phone after a few minutes she randomly said "oooo she's cute I totally ship it" I then turned my head and said "what?" I asked confused she then turned her phone to show me that she had found her instagram

"Omg mom really" I said then rolled my eyes

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We pulled up to the school and I looked out the window at almost froze when I saw her standing outside with that girl Laya I think her name was

My mom then looked at me then also looked out the window to see what I was looking at "oooo someone's waiting for you!" My mom said with a cheesy smile on her face

"They are not it is only the second day maybe they're just scared to go in" I said and rolled my eyes at her

"Well get out of my car I gotta get to work and you gotta get your self a girlfriend"  my mom said almost pushing me out of the car I blushed and got out before I said

"Ya right" then rolled my eyes and grabbed my back pack from the back seat of the car then walked up to the stairs where alycia and laya were

I heard them talking but all I heard was "Are you crazy she's literally the prettiest girl on the face of the earth how am I supposed to just sit there and not stare at her" alycia said and in the back of my mind I was really hoping at that they were talking about me but I know that's not the case so I asked

Who they were talking about and alycia just froze to be honest it was kinda cute

Then laya said hi to me and I said hi back ect all well alycia just stood there so I kinda started to get worried and overthink things like she didn't like me and didn't want to be my friend so I should just leave and that thought only got worse when I tried to talk to her but she didn't respond did laya literally kicked her

Of course just my luck the one time I find I nice girl that I'm starting to really like she hates great

I got the message they didn't want me there after like 2 minutes of us just standing there in silence

So I just passed them and walked into the school and to be honest I was a bit sad