A new Empire || Empires smp 2 [OLD BOOK]

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-CURSE WORDS
-SELF HARM
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Chapter 12
Scott's POV:

I cried myself to sleep that night, thinking about what Jimmy said. . .

Of course he doesn't give a fuck about your stupid llamas Scott!
They're just like your pets to him. . . not family. . .
I thought, a sharp pain shooting through my body, making me groan softly,

"Fucking hell. . ."
I whispered, cursing at the pain,

I got up from my sleep and walked to the kitchen; opening a drawer and found what I wanted. . .

I grabbed a knife and cut my skin with it, biting my bottom lip while feeling the blood ooze down my arm, seeing it slowly pour on the table,

'Limping over to the sink, I placed the knife there and washed it, wincing as the dish soap entered my cut.

I got a strip of paper towels and wrapped it around the cut, it soaked up the blood immediately making it less uncomfortable than before, I got another and placed it on top of the one oozing with fresh blood, making 'extra support'.

I heard the front door open and looked at the corner of the kitchen to see Jimmy. . .

Oh. . . Probably wants to tell me he wants to kill more of my llamas.
I thought, grumbling madly,

"Hey, my love, Scott. . ."
He said, while wrapping both arms around my waist,

". . .Hi, Jimmy"
I said, forcing myself to keep calm,

"Trying to get more of your people to kill my llamas? Hm?"
I asked him, feeling a bit of anger surge through my body, giving me the support the slowly push him off,

"No, my love, never!"
He cried, I saw some tears dripping down his face,

I felt some pity for him; he's my boyfriend after all, I love him but I can tell he probably doesn't care about what I care about. . .

I hugged him and kissed his cheek,
"I love you Jimmy, but. . ."

I trialed off while fixing his Sheriff bade and straightening his vest,
"You don't have to say it back." I said firmly.

"No, I love you too, I'm so sorry for what happened before, I didn't mean it like that, Scott, I love you with all my heart, I will always love you no matter what, I felt my heart break when you left, I hate to see you cry and sad and always want you to be happy, you're my life, Scott. . ."
He said, breath long breaths,

I felt my heart flutter with forgiveness and kissed him on the lips, he kissed me back and when we let go, I still felt his warm lips pressing against mine, the tip of our lips rubbing against each other.

"Me too Jimmy, I love you so much. . . I want nothing to seperate us. . ."
I said, while making our lips ouch again, he wrapped his arms around my waist and I grabbed the collar of his vest while I let him deepen the kiss.

I felt my face turn slightly red from blushing and he was also blushing too,
We let go slowly catching our breaths,

Jimmy was panting slightly and his kissed my forehead, I giggled and looked up to see his gaze warm with love clouding every centimetre of his eyes, I returned the kiss and smiled softly.

He nuzzled his face in my neck and kissed it, leaving semi-visible hickeys, my breath hitched a little when I gasped at the sudden feeling of warmth pressing against my neck.

*Hm* I patted his head and felt his stop giving me those sweet kisses on my neck,

"I love you Scott."
He said, while tucking o some hair behind my ear,

"Me too Jimmy, I love you too. . ."
I said, while giggling slightly as I felt his hands rub my waist,

"Pervert~" I laughed as his face turned slightly red.

"I'll be one just for you my love~"
He responded smoothly, while rubbing my thighs.

I laid my head on his chest and felt his warm hand pat my head, he kissed my on top of my head and smiled,
"You're my angel, you know that, right?"
He said.

"How sweet for someone like you~"

"Hey! What is that supposed to mean?"
He chuckled,

"Oh nothing darling~"
I giggled, I saw his gaze land on my arm and his expression turned around. . .

"Oh my gosh! Scott! What happened?"
He asked me, rubbing my arm gently,

I yelped and removed my arm from his grip quickly,
I didn't know it would hurt that much when someone touched that nasty cut!
I winced at the pain. . .

"Ehh, just. . . self harm. . ." I whispered the last bit, he looked at me his gaze softening a little bit, he rubbed my arm even more and unwrapped the paper towel-like cast on my arm. . .

"OH MY GOSH SCOTT!?"
He screamed, I looked away and he shook his head,

"Never do that again my love, okay?"

"Okay. . ."

"I love you, Scott"

"Me too Jimmy,"

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