AYANA
Last night was strangely normal,it felt like we had been doing this all our lives. Zac and Kim left for him to take him to school so he could finish up the expo.
One thing I admire about Kim is the manner in how he handles himself,the day he found out what happened he responded and put a stop to all of it.
I was answering a few emails when Kim in, he smelt like home,warm and stress free, like happiness. He sighed softly hoping to get my attention like he used to back then,he knew know super aware of him I am, my pores raised and slight shiver went down my spine.
"Can we talk about what we're going to do from now on?" He said, looking at me.
"Sure, how are we going to work on this co-parenting?"I told him
"Agreed how is it going to work....you both live on the other side of the country..."he spoke
"You can FaceTime him,he can come out on holidays and your more than welcome to come see him whenever you want provided you call in advance......I think that this would work perfectly" I said
"Yana.....your not seeing where I'm coming from."he paused
"I'm sorry but what your implying...is crazy"I said to him
"What....it's do able"he said innocently
"It's not...we BOTH lead different lives..Kim,my life is back there and his as well not to mention my business"I reasoned
"Which is why,I have a proposal for you"He bargained.
"I'm willing to hear you out"I said
"Well how about a merger,my company and yours...I mean Zack will inherit both someday...so why not"he reason
"Are you insane...Kim...I'm not doing that....I won't have you take over.....why can't we co-parent like normal people do?"I sighed
"Because we aren't normal and I really want to be with the both of you"he spoke sincerity laced with each word.
"Sorry but I can't allow myself to do that, we can talk about it more when Zac gets home"I told him and he nodded
"Ayana why didn't you tell me about him?"he asked
"Actually I did...calls and text, emails too...the only thing I didn't do was draw it in the sky.. eventually I stopped and I had a kid to think about......so I did what I had to.....I NEVER kept him from you,when he did ask about you....I told him the truth that I never got a chance to tell you about him" I explained
"You know that's not the same thing"he said
"I know but it's what I had to work with"I said to him
"I NEVER stopped loving you...or thinking of you "he said softly
"I know....I couldn't get over you"I said to him before walking away from him.
It's been about two days since we last spoke and Zack's trip was over and he's been homeschooled for the reminder of the school year so he can have time with his father.
Zack and I were on the bed in the guest room and Kim's penthouse. Watching tv when he turned to me.
"Mom,I'm really sorry for doing what I did and I know it hurt you alot"he spoke
"You don't have to be,I know my child and what he's capable of doing,I'm not hurt, I'm glad that you and your father are building a relationship"I told him.
"I'm so happy to finally have my dad,even after the test"he said
"Test?"I asked puzzled
"Oh yes,dad did a DNA test on me,to prove that I was really his"he explained, like I said I know my child,he's incredibly intelligent,caring and loving so I know he understands what has happened.
He had a small look of disappointment in his eyes.
"What's wrong baby?"I asked
"I feel as tho,I ruined everything for the both of you, and he did the test just made it worse"he spoke softly.
"You are a blessing,I would of been ruined without you,you are my reason to live NEVER forget just how much I love you,your my whole universe,I'm so grateful that you chose me to be your mom and Kim your dad, your an amazing young man that's going to do great things never forget that baby"I told him kissing his cheek and the top of his head embracing him.
Now I just have to deal with Kim.
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Dangerously In Love
General Fiction"Tell me that your lying...." He spoke frimly "I don't love you and I'm leaving" She yelled at him shaking she saw his face turn, his usual calm demeanor turned dark. As she turned and left him there, each step felt like a piece of her soul was bei...
