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by beesandbones

by beesandbones

I'm in the air, and he's in the clouds

I send him a smile, he tells me look down

It's not always easy for me.

I'm unprepared, and so unrelaxed

but he calms me down, I'm thankful for that

I get so embarrassed I leave

I'm on the stairs in a beautiful gown

And you look so stupid, your teeth on the ground

Everything's perfect to me

We meet between, the soil and sea

The fishes and seagulls, all laughing at me

I fear I know what they see

https://youtu.be/EJrgvYSqx-Y

[September 19, 12:57]

(I don't know why I wrote this down, this song calms me down but also makes me sad in a way I can't really describe, it's like a dark liquid falling over me and it's warm and heavy, and once I'm submerged it's blue, and it mixes with transparent yellows, and then I'm back at my old house sitting in the stairs, and my old cat comes out from my old bedroom, and he sits with me like he used to when I was little)