[May 4, 2020, 12:42am]
Tittle: why are my hands like this
BB: Do you have any idea how much will power it takes for me to have a clear form
BB: I mean no of course you don't
BB: My whole being was broken, shattered and scattered through space
BB: I can't feel my own body anymore
BB: that's why my hands look like this
BB: I'll never look like a real human again, this form is only the manifestation of my own self concentrating in one single point of existence
BB: I'm not really here
BB: if I were my younger self this wouldn't even be possible
BB: and if that version of me somehow managed to achieve what I have now with such a weak mind, they would be incomplete
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Same oc from last chapter, they were omnipresent
I hadn't forgiven my younger self yet, I had no one to blame and I didn't want to blame myself anymore, so I blamed them
I have a lot of skin problems which manifest mainly in my hands and sometimes my legs, this time it was my hands, I didn't have fingerprints, this usually gets worse when I'm stressed
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hold you, hold on
Randomhi!!!!!!!! a good friend of mine has a sort of poetry sort of diary sort of thoughts and rambles sort of vents story in here, it inspired me a lot! so I'm making one with a similar theme because writing its good for me and I need to do it more. I'll...
