it's almost like i'm allergic to my own reflection.
when i see myself
i feel so uncomfortable
almost disgusted.
blank head,
all i can hear is a constant stream of
"leave. leave. leave. leave.
everyone can see you,
ugly bitch.
fuck you.
disgusting.
take it off
take the body of
it's DISGUSTING."
"are you okay? your head's in the clouds"
i can't exactly say
"i'm trying not to scream my lungs out and tear off my skin hulk style"
so i go with
"yeah sorry, just daydreaming"
that itching feeling
i just want to tear my skin off.
like a horror movie,
blood
tissue
muscle
gore
then maybe
just maybe
i'll look different,
or i'll just disappear.
by o.p.
that horrible attacking itchy feeling that envelopes your entire being
