MISSTEPS OF LOVE / Jikook Kookmin Mingguk

30- Saying Sorry With Daisies

"But he doesn't have classes. I just called Hoseok awhile ago. He said he is there in the house. Is that what you do with Jin?"

"Uhhm. No. I do the same as you do, calling him several times a day without success. So, I myself will do what I advised you to do as I had a first hand experience that calling on the phone doesn't work." Namjoon laughed mockingly at himself.

Jungkook sighed and sounded desperate. He bit his lower lip again while frowning. "I should probably just go there right now."

"This early? Why not just later after your work? Don't you have anything else to do?"

"Oh, yes I'll be having a meeting with important clients in an hour. Right, I almost forget but maybe after that. Do you think he would like flowers? It would be good to buy some flowers for him, right? It wouldn't be too cheesy?"

"I think it's the time to be cheesy and sweet. But it depends. Like Jin is allergic to certain flowers' pollens. But most would really love flowers and find it as a sweet gesture. Maybe add some sweets too, the sweeter the better. Good luck bro. Better practice your speech so you won't say anything stupid, alright. Fighting!"

When he hung up, Jungkook suddenly remembered their conversation during their dinner date. Jimin mentioned he like daisies. He mentioned it when they talked about his favorite movie something about a mail and a female lead saying daisies are the friendliest flowers. He smiled and became positively hopeful. Later on, he'll personally pass by a flower shop before going to see Jimin, Jungkook decided.

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Hobi opened the door to see Jungkook standing on their doorway, with flowers on hand and an uncertain, very nervous smile.

"Good afternoon Hobi. I-Is Jimin there?"

Hobi greeted him with a faint smile, gave him an scrutinizing look over from head to foot but answered him politely and let him into the house. "Wait here. I'll see if he is willing to see you. Take a seat. Make yourself comfortable but not too comfortable." Hobi mumbled while turning away to call Jimin.

Jungkook swallowed and adjusted his tie to loosen it a bit. He feels suffocated and very nervous. He is not oblivious to Hobi's slight indifference. 'So, most probably Jimin confided in him,' he contemplated. 'Why does he feel so vulnerable, right now and so damn scared? He feels like he is a despised villain.'

Jungkook waited for just a few minutes but it felt to him like a long, torturous wait. He started to sweat on his temples and nose. So he dried them off with a hanky. His hands getting cold and clammy, he wiped his free palm on his thigh.

Alas, Hobi came back but without Jimin and delivered a not so favorable news. "Jungkook, sorry but Jimin can't come out as he is very busy. He said he needed to finish his work as soon as possible and can't afford to be distracted right now. Perhaps you can come back tomorrow."

"Oh! O-Okay. I will just come back tomorrow then. I don't want to disturb him. But may I know what time will he be home tomorrow?"

"He've asked permission to go home late tomorrow as he would be having some projects done at a group mate's flat. He'll probably be home by past ten pm tomorrow."

'Ah, I see. W-Well, I'll go then.. But will you please give him these." He handed the bouquet of fresh white amd pink daisies to Hobi.

Hobi took them and bored his gaze at Jungkook. He very seriously spoke. "Jungkook, what are your real intentions with my brother? I have no idea what happened between you two last night at the party but I know that Jimin went home not as happy as he was at the start. He went to that occasion with high spirits and at the end I noticed how badly down his mood turned out. Whatever have you done to him, Jungkook, he doesn't tell me. But I assure you, you may be invulnerable because of your superior socio-economic level but I won't be scared to defend my brother against you. I will do anything in my power to prevent you from hurting him again and again! Now tell me, what is your intention? If you plan to just hurt him and play with his feelings because of this so called marriage imposed on you, then don't marry him. Just back off, have a backbone to tell your father 'No'. Jimin can have a life without you, he can make it through and I will help him. You are not the one and only last resort."

"Hobi, honestly I don't have any bad intentions. I want us, me and Jimin to be friends and for us to have an amiable and respectable relationship. Yes, at first I was antagonistic and I was rude but I.. I was wrong and believe me, I.. I like, I mean..I am not as opposed as I was before with our planned marriage. I want everything to go on smoothly and amicably. I want me and Jimin to get along, get to know each other well, and be...friends for a start." Jungkook replied repentantly.

"Then why? Why was my brother crying last night? And thinking of not going through with the wedding?"

Jungkook flinched at the sudden revelation. His back stilled rigidly. He felt a knot in his stomach running to his throat, constricting it and chest grew suddenly tight upon hearing what Hobi said unthinkingly. It is an unpleasant feeling.

Hobi realized he said more than what he intended, exposing a bit of his confidential discussion with Jimin, one that Jungkook should not have known. He pouted, cursing at his carelessness.

There was an awkward silence.

"I.. I made some mistakes. I didn't mean to hurt him. I'm sorry.. I.. I would be very grateful if you tell him that and I.. I sincerely apologize to you too. This.. this is very new to me, I mean t-this, our situation doesn't just happen everyday to people, you know that. It is unusual and I still don't know how to act on it and I know I keep hurting him, offending him in a lot of ways. I don't have an excuse but only that this feelings are new to me.. I- I mean this situation, you know. I will try my best to do better, Hobi. I promise." Jungkook solemnly and meekly said.

Hobi seemed to be accepting of the guys apologies that his unfriendly face toned down.

"Alright. It's not to me you should be apologizing, you know that. I'll just give this to Jiminah. You may come back tomorrow if the time's not very late for you."

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Jimin's just staring at the white and pink daises on his hand a long, thoughtful minutes. He was somewhat touched that Jungkook remembered their conversation, how he liked these friendly flowers. But he went over the trash bin in the corner and decided to throw them away. He would not be swayed. He resolves to protect his heart from breaking again.

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