I admit I'm childish and in all honesty, I don't feel like an adult. No matter how many bills or taxes I pay, I still like to talk like I'm in middle school. I wasn't able to do that with redacted it always felt like I had to be on the same maturity level to talk with her.
She would discuss things like work, jobs, sex, relationships, bills, and politics, and I just didn't care for any of it. I just want to chat and talk about fun things like TV or maybe some of the stuff I was into, but I knew she wouldn't want to talk about things like anime, manga, or Kpop. She even said she hated it.
I soon realized that the music we liked in common she had grown away from that type of music. I wasn't sure what was left to talk about.
I think maybe we would have grown apart from each other anyway, but the way she did it hurt and traumatized me. I'm not sure when I'll fully be able to overcome it but I'll try.
