I'm not sure if the way my mind works now is okay.
It's certainly giving me a lot of trouble.
Is it okay to be forgetful in a friendship? Is it okay to forget what someone says?
How about when it is constantly happening? Would you feel as if they don't care?
What if that's just them and they can't help it?
Would you stay friends now that you know?
Would you have even become friends with this problem, had you known?
I'm so unsure of myself that these questions replay in my mind all the time...
I can't help thinking "what went wrong?" "what did I do wrong?" "how can I change?"
I'm sure it'd be easy, right?
But do I need to? What if I just stayed alone and didn't try to make new friends? The other friends I have don't talk to me either. Maybe that's just supposed to be how it is.
Should I try?
