Falling for my team mate

See you soon

*the next morning*

*Leah POV*

I just woke up, i didnt want to. not after the nightmare i had last night, except i dont think it was a nightmare I think it was real. it all comes flooding back to me, everything i saw, everything that was said. its really over between us and she really cheated instead of just coming to me and telling me. i dont understand why she would do it, after last times scare with Laura where i thought we had clarified that we wouldnt do that to each other, although it was never actually said outloud so maybe it was just me that thought that and with my ex girlfriend of all people.

i think i was crying too loud because Ella rushed into my room and pulled me into her, pulling me out of my thoughts. i didnt even realise i was crying until this happened.

Ella- Leah, its 4am, why are you still awake

Leah- *barely a whisper* cant sleep

Ella- its going to be okay Leah, you know that right?

Leah- *finds her voice and shouts at Ella* No Ella! its not going to be okay! how could anything be okay right now? the love of my life has just cheated on me and broken up with me because of it! things are not okay!

I immediately feel bad for having just snapped at her. i immediately fell to the floor against the wall after id done it and pulled my knees to my chest, burying my face into them. i feel another set of arms wrap around me and a familiar voice trying to calm me down.

?- Tooney its okay, ive got her, Leah, calm down hun

Ella- are you sure?

?- yeah, go back to bed, its okay *Ella walks out* Leah, breath darling

Leah- *calmed down* ive lost her Beth, ive lost everything

Beth- its not your fault Leah, none of this is, you have done nothing wrong. if she really loves you she will come back, although im not sure you should give her the chance after this

Leah- but what if she doesnt, what am i supposed to do

Beth- you really love her dont you

Leah- of course I do, ive never felt this way about anyone before and she left me, like i was nothing

Beth- then that says a whole lot more about her that it does you Leah, look at me. youre going to be okay, youre going to get over this and move on from her.

Leah- i dont know Beth, maybe i will or maybe i just wont

Beth- you will, get some sleep, were travelling today

Leah- thanks Meado, im sorry for waking you up

Beth- dont apologise, its okay

We both go to sleep and she stays with me until my alarm goes off at 7:30am when she could have, should have, gone back to bed with Viv. instead she stayed with me and comforted me when i needed her, she has no idea how much i appreciate her.

When we go down to breakfast I take my opportunity to pull Ella to the side.

Ella- whats up

Leah- im sorry Ella, i shouldnt have snapped at you last night, its not your fault i jus-

Ella- stop, stop blaming yourself. you were upset Leah, its perfectly normal for you to be upset after a break up, im here for you whenever you need to take your anger out, just shout at me

Leah- thanks Tooney *laughs* i appreciate it

Ella- can I eat now? im starving

Leah- of course sorry to keep you