Falling for my team mate

Were okay

*Leah POV*

I barely got any sleep at all, I was up thinking about how I'm going to deal with this situation, what I'm going to say to her or when the best time is to pull her for the chat.

I know what I don't want from this.. a fight or argument. I can't stand fighting with her.

I got up and went down for breakfast. Everyone had hangovers. I didn't because I didn't drink that much but everyone else? Oh they look like death.

Leah- how's the hangover Meado

Beth- stop talking so loud

Leah- I'm not even being that loud. But I guess that answers the question *laughs*

I see Jess from across the room, she looks at me and I give her a small smile, a friendly gesture. She returns the favour.

We have the day off today because of the win yesterday but hardcore training tomorrow. I might still go in the gym for an hour or 2 later though.

I think everyone's just going in the chill room and the pool today so I should have time to get away whilst they're watching a movie or something.

Lucy- so what's the plan for today peeps?

Ella- we could go in the pool this afternoon?

Georgia- yeah and we could watch a film this morning *sitting down with Jess*

Kiera- wow this is the first time in like a week that we've all sat together on the same table

Jess- *sitting as far away from me as possible* tell me about it, I've missed our big group chats. Also a chill day is needed! My head feels like it's constantly being rattled from side to side

Beth- tell me about it. Especially when Leah is talking so loud

Leah- yeah hehe sorry about that

So we all eat breakfast and decide that were all going in the chill room and watching a film. I'm going in the gym. However I haven't actually told anyone because I don't really think they'll miss me that much. Then after lunch we're going in the pool for the afternoon.

We finish breakfast and all go upstairs to get into comfies, or in my case gym gear. I end up going upstairs at the same time as Jess, of course I do.

I open the door and let her in first

Leah- after you *laughs*

Jess- ah you're so kind *laughs*

I get into gym gear and text Beth so she knows not to wait for me.

I walk into the gym and I see Jess warming up.

Leah- looks like we both had the same idea

Jess- you don't mind if I'm in here do you?

Leah- not at all

We carry on in the gym for about an hour. Coincidentally, we finish at the same time too.

Leah- are you going back upstairs?

Jess- yeah. Going to get a shower before lunch.

Leah- ill walk you up

Jess- you don't have to

Leah- it's okay, I want to talk to you anyways

Jess- okay, let's go.

I'm so nervous. My heart is beating out my chest.

We get up to the room and walk into my room.

Jess- so what do you want to talk about?

Leah- can you sit down a minute?

Jess- yeah sure *sits a distance away from me*

Leah- so um last night. I want to say I'm sorry first of all. For everything. From last night to Skipping ahead the other day with Laura. *eyes watering*

Jess- hey, it's okay. I guess you didn't know not to trust her. She did make it believable. Props to her. *moves closer*

Leah- this break has been hell Jess. You and Georgia are getting closer. I don't you to leave me for her. I don't mean to be selfish but I dont know how I'd cope if you did.

Jess- no Leah *grabs my hand* I would never leave you for Georgia. I'm not crazy. Me and Georgia have been friends since we were 10 years old, which not many people know. This break has not been great for me. I put up a wall and only Tooney and G saw through that wall. I want you back Leah. I never should have let you go in the first place. I'm so sorry I was just angry

Leah- you have nothing to be sorry for. I shouldn't have reacted the way I did I didn't even give you a chance to explain before I went off. I want you back too Jess. I never wanted to let you go anyways. I just didn't get a choice in the matter.

Jess- I'm sorry Leah. Please forgive me

Leah- as long as you forgive me first

Jess- of course I do

Leah- were okay Scottie.

Jess- we are aren't we

Leah- how's your arm

Jess- painful

Leah- I wish I could've helped you. If you ever feel like that again I need you to come to me. Not hurt yourself

Jess- I will. I promise

Leah- so you got any other psycho girlfriends I don't know about

Jess- only one. She goes by the name of Leah Williamson, plays for Arsenal and England. You heard of her? *jokes*

Leah *fake offended* you didn't *laughs*

Jess- I did *laughs* but I do also need to go in the shower

Leah- *sarcastically* you really do *laughs*

I kiss her and let her go in the shower whilst I also go in the shower and then get ready for lunch.

Jess was in the middle of getting ready when I had an idea. I rummaged through my drawers and got out my favourite hoodie. I ran into her (quite literally) and threw it at her

Leah- here, put this on

Jess- are you trying to send a message to everyone miss Leah

Leah- of course. A silent one at that

Jess- not so silent in this flurescent green *laughs*

Leah- well you know me. Now can we go eat cause I'm starving

Jess- we can. Let's go

She grabs my hand and we walk down to go eat lunch.

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