KINNPORSCHE - KimChay

Last Night

Its been 2 months since I last talked with Kim. I dont miss him at all.
At least, thats what I tell myself...
I havent been sleeping a lot lately. Ever since he sent me this video of him singing "why dont you stay", I couldn't stop thinking about him.
Does he have feelings for me? Why would he dedicate a song to me if he clearly doesn't like me? Do i still love him? I mean yes of course. But should I? After all the secrets, lies and what he's made me go through?

I've seen Kim maybe once or twice in the last few weeks. When i pass by the main house to see Porsche and tankhun he always seems to be there too, searching for my presence. I know he wants to talk, but im not ready yet.

The last time I saw him, he was sitting with Kinn, talking about my mom. I didn't dare to intrude them. I just hid in a corner and ran away.

Sometimes, I look at his pictures and think to myself " wow he's hot".

I miss him.