My Darling

Where to go?

After the whole Christmas disaster with your "mom", everything in your room had been packed up in Eddie's van to be moved...somewhere.

You left everything in the van overnight knowing that the two of you were way too tired to move everything into his trailer or somewhere else right then and there. The events of Christmas were unexpected...but nothing short of usual, at least for you. Infact you couldn't really remember a Christmas that hadn't been ruined by your "mom's" shenanigans.

When you were just shy of 13 years old, you'd been living with your dad for four years already, your "mom" "popped by" for a surprise visit. It was all fake, the care, the love, the presents. Nothing was real in the illusion she tried to create. Your dad clearly didn't want her there, but tried to keep everything as normal as possible. Your "mom" attempted to "test" your "lady skills" during dinner, whilst being handed presents, and even when opening something you didn't want. You had a fake smile the whole night as you opened gifts to reveal countless pink bows, Go Go's Vinyls, and ballet slippers.

Mom: I've signed you up for a class there, enjoy.

She had an evil smirk on, like she enjoyed torturing you. You kept your fake smile on and nodded politely.

Y/n: thank you, I'm excited to start

After dessert your mom and Dustin left. Leaving you and your dad with a mess and many things to donate.

Dad: so who should we give those ballet lessons to?

Y/n: what if I ask for a refund and put it towards an art class instead.

Dad: there you go, always thinking ahead. I don't care what your mom says, you're going places and I'm so proud of you.

Your dad never really was one for affection, a simple rub on your head was the most you could get out of him. You didn't really mind though. Life was different with him, good different. You hoped to stay with him forever, for him to be part of your life. You and your dad had a relationship similar to that "fun uncle" you saw twice a year. It was good for you though. And after everything he still takes care of you, just from a ways away.

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You were snuggled with Eddie on his couch watching the Grinch. You we're sitting on his lap with your head on his shoulder and you knees curled into his chest. His arm was around your waist and the other rubbed your thigh. The Grinch wasn't your favorite Christmas movie, but it was one of Eddie's Christmas traditions so how could you say no? You and your dad had a Christmas Eve tradition where you'd go bowling and eat cheesy fries. And you missed it, so you were happy to indulge in someone else's traditions. You hadn't told Eddie about your tradition, only because you didn't want to upset him. He'd been so patient, and caring during this whole 'vecna thing' and now everything happening with your mom, you just didn't want him to think about you right now. This was the first time in a while the two of you were doing something for him. And it felt good. Eddie must've known your mind had been wandering, before you knew it your thoughts had been cut off by his voice.

Eddie: what are you thinking about darling?
He kissed the top of your head and started playing with your hair as you snuggled into his chest.

You didn't want to tell him your whole thought, but you gave in to telling him part of it.

Y/n: I'm just happy we're doing something you wanted to do for once. I feel like we're almost always doing stuff for me or worrying about me, and I guess I just feel guilty. And it's not even like I could really make it up to you on Christmas, because today was a whole nother disaster, and now you have to take me in because my "mother" kicked me out. I don't know I just..

He cut off your rambling with a gentle kiss

Eddie: You have no reason to feel guilty, love. You are my reason for living, I'm happy to indulge in anything you want to do anytime. And you definitely shouldn't feel guilty for someone taking care of you. After everything you've been through, you deserve so much more than I can give you.

Y/n: Eddie, don't say that.

He laughed

Eddie: it's true though, you've been mentally abused by your "mother" for.. what? Ten years now? And you feel guilty for me treating you the way you deserve? Absolutely not. Unacceptable.

He tried making a stern face but only laughing in the process making you laugh with him.

Y/n: thank you, for everything Eds.

You kissed him, bringing his face down to you.

Eddie: that's a new nickname....

Y/n: thought I'd try it out, do you like it?

Eddie: I love it.

Y/n: good, because it's sticking
You giggled before pulling him in once more for a kiss.

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The next few days were a bit brutal to say the least. Your "mom" wouldn't let Dustin see you, and you couldn't get in contact with your dad. Which was strange... But maybe he was just enjoying himself somehow?

Eddie was nothing short of a gentleman, as always. He made you breakfast in bed and there wasn't a shortage of snuggles.

Y/n: youve been rather lovey lately. What's gotten into you?

Eddie:  what? I can't love on my girl?

Y/n: Did I say I didn't enjoy it? But seriously....

Eddie: I just, please don't get upset with me for saying this....

Y/n: what's wrong

Eddie: with everything going on I don't know how much time er if we will still have time..uh with Vecna and everything....I just...I'm not saying I'd loose you. I'm going to do everything in my power to protect you..but if I did, I don't want to feel guilty for not giving you all my love and attention when I still can. You know?

You hadn't thought about the upcoming battle in a few days again, and the thought of loosing Eddie, or him loosing you was your biggest fear. Your eyes weld up, and before you knew it, you were crying.

Eddie pulled you in for a hug and started playing with your hair.

Eddie: I didn't mean to upset you y/n. I'm sorry.

Y/n: no, I just hadn't thought about it for a little while that's all....

You pulled away to look at Eddie and give him a reassuring smile, but he was gone.

Vecna: times up y/n...hope you said your goodbyes. Join me...

Y/n: NO! I won't do it!

**Eddie's Pov**

Y/n: no, I just hadn't thought about it for a little while that's all....

I pulled her in close and then felt her body go limp. If it was just Vecna messing with her she'd be able to hold herself up subconsciously, but this was different

Shit.