Chapter 48 | The wedding|

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"Bryan where are you!? Bryan?" I hear Harper yell from downstairs

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"Bryan where are you!? Bryan?" I hear Harper yell from downstairs.

"I'm coming!" I reply, as I run towards her in one breath.

Today is her wedding day and everything has to be perfect. My little sis deserves to be the happiest bride in the world and I'm gonna make sure about that. I get that she's feeling nervous and other stuff... hell, I would be freaking out if this was my wedding.
But not Harper. She's always been the one to control her emotions and the one to see always the good parts in everything. Even the little ones in my fucked up life. And now look at her... marrying the love of her life who also happens to be my best friend Liam.

I didn't expect that their friendship would turn into this one day but I always suspected that they had some feelings for each other and if Liam wasn't a good guy I'd probably beat the shit out of him for looking at her with that eye.

"Where were you?" She asks as she grabs my arm.

"I was just trying to fix this damn thing." I point.
It's not that I don't know how to fix it, I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed by all these emotions and I keep messing it up.

"Why did you even wear that? You hate them." She reminds me smiling as she helps me to put it on.
"I remember you on your prom day. You came to me pissed as hell because you didn't know how to fix your tie. Since then you swore that you would never wear them." Harper adds and her eyes fill with tears.

"I have to look good next to you. You can't be the only one looking good." I reply smiling as I hug her tightly.

"Okay okay, Mr handsome." She says as she pulls away and wipes her eyes carefully enough to not ruin her makeup.

"Who knows, maybe I'll find a sister-in-law for you at your wedding." I say and she looks down.

"Hey! Hey! I didn't say that to make you sad Harper.
Don't you ever think that I'm sad that you're marrying.
Okay, maybe I am a little because I won't be able to come to your house and make your place a whole mess just like I did before but you can't get rid of me this easily." I say and she smiles a little.

"I want to see you happy Bryan. You of all people deserve to be happy." She says.

"I'm happy. Things have changed Harper. Everything is in the past. I've moved on and I'm starting to create a new chapter for myself.
I just need some time." I tell her even though deep down I know that isn't true.

It's not that I don't want to. I have tried many times these years and it didn't work. Every girl I dated reminded me of her. I couldn't spend more than one night with them.
It only happened once while I was drunk and the others we just slept and no physical contact happened. At least they did, as for me, I couldn't bare the thought of another woman sleeping in my arms. But I was fucking mad at her.
Soo... eventually I accepted the reality that I'm never gonna be happy. After all, I always knew that, since the beginning. I just tried to forget about it.

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