My Queen Bee

Chapter-20

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In hospital room

Abhi tried to get close to mukti who was still in nandini's arms all scared and panicked

While nandini was trying to calm her sister down

"Sshhhh... Mukti meri jaan... Nanu is here ... Don't be scared " making her layed on the bed nandini set beside her and adjusted her head comfortably in her lap. She sang while ruffling her hairs

" Tu jo kahe "

Mukti calmed in a while bt kept hugging nandini

After kissing her forehead nandini asked mukti " Why U went without bodyguards bacha"

Mukti replied with guilt "sorry di... Its just alia and navya were saying that you are suffocating me  by over tight security.. A bodyguard always around me 24/7....

i don't know but I trust you but but alia said im A kid who cant LIVE her own... it triggered me so hard that I sneaked on them to meet abhi and others...and

when I was going to climb at the back of bike
I heard shoot and something pierced near my heart and I went numb..... All I remembered was you di.... I didnt want to die di.... I wanna live with you no matter what..... And

started to sob hard, turning her skin red

Nandini hugged her close to herself, holding her so close like her precious gem, kept pecking her forehead and rubbing her back to keep her calm....

Mukti fell asleep cause of tiredness and medication.... Nandini made her lay on bed

And went out of the room while gripping alia's hand tight in her fist and slammed her in wall little away from her mukti's room.

Thrusted her face in the wall
Making alia scream loud along with whines to let her go

Others tried to stop her including fab 4 but every try went in vain as nandini twisted her arm behind her back and whispered close to hear ear with slow and dark Voice....

"You bitch, you know what you did....because of you I almost loosed by mukku.... I wish I could kill a useless makeup bimbo like U..... U got saved by the fact ur her friend..... Do a shit again.... *Banging her head in wall with medium pace* I will Kill you without guilt" And pushed her on ground

and
Slapped navya hard "touch her again and I will RIP you apart"

And looked at abhi "such a low class lover who cant even save his love"

It hurted me too... To see her in bed like that... Its not easy for me too said the sad abhi

Nandini held his collar to say
" 18 yrs of her life... since she is baby I never let any single scratch lay on her sensitive skin....

While u guys hv hurted her twice
Pierced her skin with needles.... Won't forgive u all ever for that.... Better stay away from me and mukti for too for time while"

Nandini left

Nandini's pov

I left the place to calm myself down...riding bike is something that soothes my nerves cause it give me thrills ....that speed and passion I crave.... I raced it highest I can without caring about my life....

Life???? 

*chuckle* it has no importance if mukku aint there.... You know that god she is the only reason I have kept myself alive..... otherwise... nevermind..... I stopped the car right outside my mansion... in my room....

Taked off my every piece of clothing and soaked myself under cold water shower....cleansing my body... I came out to look at myself in mirror . . . . My body filled with small tattoo and piercings....

I noticed a shiny knife.... Only to pick it and pierce it lightly in my skin of below my breast and side waist.... Blood flowing out... Aahhh so relaxing....

I sliced my few areas of stomach and thighs.... these are places mukti will never know.... I am feeling light pain but not enough.... I hv beared more than this.....much more....

I rubbed some salt on them to feel pain that I want

I wanted to shoot myself just the way my baby got shoot but cant.....

need to go back to her  ... So I sat on couch for a while feeling the burning sensation of salt on wounds

Later I cleaned my body with cold water without flinching obviously
Tied bandages on it....

Wore black tube top then loose white shirt above it with High waisted skin tight black jeans and boots in foot.... My watch adorning my wrist along with a single gold chain in neck with pendant holding two picture... Will show some other day dear readers ;).....

Tied my hairs in messy bun... Taked a losse t shirt with shorts for mukti and left the mansion....

I went inside the hospital crossing the hallways to my sister's room

Seeing her skin pierced by wires. Many machines attached to her broke something inside me. Till the day she was born I never allowed a single nail touch her skin and here a whole fucking bullet ripped her near heart and she went through the surgery.. My baby....

I sat beside her holding her hand... Finally tears of anger and hurt left from my eyes....anger cause im so worst that I am unable to protect her.... Im sorry amma and appa..I said while my body was settled on deadly fire cause seeing her like this ,my heart is wrenching like someone has kept the heel of shoe on it and crunching it below the feet....

I felt the feeling of deja vu.... The thing I felt years back.... The feeling of being useless... The feel of being nothing just a heart crumbling down into 1000 pieces so heartlessly.... Fuck im feeling unable to breathe.... Feeling like someone is choking me to death....The death I have tasted many times so close.... But came back after saying hey to god of hell

The suffocation and lack of Oxygen asking me to suffer death but still not letting me die .... No no no I wont let that happen .....i wont... I wont ....

Urrggggg my head is bursting.... My heart is feeling so crushed
Im unable to take it off my mind.....my legs giving up and my knees and joints seems to be paralysed temporary ...

Breathes are so disturbing.... But I somehow crawled to my purse and took my pills.... Yeah my pills.....Finally feeling calm.....my nerves calming beneath my skin.....Opening my eyes I look straight.... Which are red met with two pair of concerned eyes....

Before I feel black out......

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