Underground

I Kissed Her

                Eliza pov

There I landed on  a place not fancy not cheap it was  small from inside no body was there, the voice of barking dog hit me out and took my breath and it was getting darker but there was a ladder on my side I decided to take a climb on, when I moved up there was a whole space and a beautiful view   one tall chair where Emanuel was sitting there putting his head down  I didn't know what to do, like I really hope he is okay, we are not friends but.. I don know  slowly I stepped towards him, he  in hesitation turned to see me behind him, his eyes were red, standed  straight came near me shouting out:"what are you doing here?" from the deepest of your mind how did thought to follow me, don't get near me, do you understand? "

His words hurted me soo much, I standed still in my place my throat  muscles hardening, looking into his raging eyes that was gazing at me, I slowly put my hands on jeans pocket, getting the soft out   while he was frustrated waiting for me to go I said
:"I found this in your room, I think you need it".

The soft was a hand made  blue colored one
Written Emanuel  on the side, he took it from me  stared at it and sighed looking at the sky, I thought I better go fast from his eyes, so I turned to leave  just a second later he held the tips of my fingers I turned to him
He looked at my eyes and said:"stay with me for a while".

When we were sitting on the  chair facing the beautiful sky, he looked in gloom, his eyes had tears but they are swearing to never run, I didn't know Emanuel Sandoval had things to worry about  he said :

"my mom gave it to me when I was five, I was in kindergarten,, that day she was waiting for me outside the school, she said don worry I'll take you and your sister, everything is going to be fine...

and then she looked right and left  and gave me a kiss before she would ___go with a man in his car.

    Eliza:I was so quiet,,.. He opened his long time pain but  i was silent.. Wow his eyes have soo much gloom,
He had all this pain from a young Age.
I didn't know what to say

"I know may be my pain is not as that of yours but amm.... my father left my mom when she was pregnant by me,

he denied me before I would even come to this world, its not like I miss him, because I never needed anything Because my mom was there but I still feel like why?

  whats wrong?

Emanuel :" why do u feel its your fault??

its just his fault, no one wronged".

Eliza:"I don know.. I have never felt normal, like any teenage girl maybe".

       

Emanuel pov

She looked at me widened her lips to act All is good , and I stared  at her wondering why am I telling her   
why do I still feel I can tell her more and more with no hesitation, she asked me :"do you miss your mom?". And I nodded my head looking down I could feel her stares going down on me she came closer and when I put my eyes on her she moved her arms through me and hugged me, the cozyness I felt was....... Hesitantly I hugged her back, we warmed up for a minute till she pulled herself a little away,..

we would stop at a point   where our breaths would  exchange

She seemed nervous All I could see was her lips, my lips came closer to her, I couldn't help but to kiss her unstoppably... She didn't mind at first but then..

, she dragged me  away from her, standed up and moved away,

I can't believe I just kissed Eliza what is going on???