The Crave

12

Wait do I L-Love them?

I've never felt love is this what it's like?

Fuck just the thought of me falling in love too fast makes me sick I Ran from the kitchen to the bathroom and everything came up Scott rushed in after me and held my hair back rubbing my back. 

after i was done I fell back onto the ground dizzy just repeating 

''I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry''

Scott picks my chin up to look at him ''Why are you sorry you have done nothing wrong?''

''I'm supposed to be yalls submissive but instead, it feels like something always comes up and I'm sorry I'm not as good as the others I'm sorry that I'm always-''

I was cut off of course 

''Love come here'' I snuggled into his arms baling my eyes out

''Don't compare yourself to others I will say this tho you are the best we ever had and I Really don't care about you being our submissive right now I  care about making sure you're ok and that's what doms do to''

Aidon came in with aspirin and a glass of water 

''take this it might make you feel better''

Gladly taking it I start to repeat myself while looking at the ground I'm still very_''

''Ella don't say it let's get you to bed your body needs  rest you have done nothing wrong''

I sighed ''Ok'' aidon picks me up bridal style and brought me to the bedroom  laid me and threw a blanket on me  

They laid next to me Aidon opining Netflix

''What do you wanna watch dear?''

''Lucifer'' 

That show was addicting

Aidon decided to wrap his hand around my waist cuddling me I  flinched at his touch and he quickly pulled away thinking he did something wrong 

I turned around and cuddled in his arms and placed one on my own back 

''I  don't know why I'm so jumpy I'm''

''Ella I'm about to forbid those two words from coming out of your mouth you went threw traumatizing stuff yesterday it's ok I  get it'' he rubbed circles on my back 

''You all can touch me I'm just paranoid I guess ''

Scott got off the bed and walked to the edge of the bed by my feet and sat down 

''May I Massage your feet love?''

I turned around with my back now laying on Aidons chest 

''mhmm''

God it felt so good

I ended up falling asleep in aidons arms while getting a massage 

I woke up to both boys being asleep the tv was changed to The vampire diaries 

Oh I'm totally making fun of them for this 

I started rubbing Aidons cheek gently his eyes slowly opened 

''hey'' he gave me a warm smile 

''How'd you sleep mister'' I  chuckled

''Good since you were in my arms''

I looked down blushing

''Aww is someone blushing?'' he chuckled

''Never'' I got off him and made my way to Scott on the other side of the bed doing the same thing but this time when he woke up he leaned up and kissed me