In Love with Him (Not Edited)

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Wait, you didn't mean what you just said, do you?" Annie questioned the look on her face, amazingly funny.

I gasped, the picture of Dean's succulent lips on mine. The feeling sent shivers down my spine, I could feel goosebumps on my body as I explained it to Annie "I mean it" I said, taking a long breath "we kissed".

I have tried so hard to believe I did that. My heart beat increased and I could feel it hammering my chest.

"I can't believe it," Annie said, stuttering a few words which I paid no attention to.

Placing my right hand on my chest, I made to stand up using the wardrobe as a guard, "I'm having trouble believing it also"

I walked over to the freezer that was placed at the right end corner of the room, opening it, I brought out a bottle of water, then poured some into a glass, I walked over to the bed where Annie sat facepalming herself, presumably in shock of what I told her.

I gulped down the glass of water, placed the empty glass on the reading table next to my bed, and gazed at Annie.
Why was she quiet all of sudden?
I thought she would be glad, it was what she has always wanted for me.

"Why are you silent?" I asked, puzzled by her facial expression.

She remained muted. Her face was still buried in her palm.

I moved toward her with a slight shift on the bed, my right hand went for her shoulders "Are you not happy for me?" I asked.

Yet, she didn't move or even speak up.

𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝑰'𝒎 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒅

I continued, my right hand still on her shoulders "If you are not happy, then I can give him a no, I can't compromise my friendship with you for a relationship."

Deeply, I knew I have fallen for Dean but if Annie isn't happy with it, I will try to kill the feelings I have for him.
Annie stood erect, interrupting my thoughts with a tight hug, the tears streaming down her face dropped on my back.

My hands went for her back as I slowly patted them "I won't date him".

My brain sent painful signals as I unleashed those words, I do love Dean and I want to date him but Annie...

Annie paused for a moment before breaking the hug, she held my shoulders with her both hands, her eyes staring deeply into mine " Why?" She asked.

My brows raised in confusion at her question, 𝒘𝒉𝒚, 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕? She noticed the confusion in my eyes.

"Why won't you date him? Huh!" She queried, her cheek suddenly forming a wrinkle.

"Because you don't approve of it, I met you before him" I replied

A smile curved her lips, returning her beauty, "Wow! So you didn't get the logic?"

"Wait, what logic?" I asked.

She grinned, then pulled me to her body once again "I'm happy for you girl, I am"

"But the tears..."

She broke the hug, her face blooming with smiles, "It was nothing but a joyful one."

"You got me scared, I thought you were..."

"I wasn't and never would be, it's your happiness sweetheart," she said cupping my cheek, "I can't ruin that for you".

I stared at her, why is she being weird? Maybe it's in her blood.

She readjusted herself, her legs folded on the bed and yet another sweet smile plastered on her face. "Now enough of this moodiness, tell me how the kiss was, the reaction from people, the feeling, the sen..."