Alone in an endless world

Chapter4:From good to bad

As bulls in the Bronx plays in my head phones I got a writers blast. I quickly pulled out my favorite red spiral notebook, and my orange+blue pen. I started putting many different lyrics everywhere. I finished about 12 and was about to write another when all of a sudden it was snatched from my hands. "What you writing you emo basterd?"

I turned around, it was Tommy. I can't stand him I thought to my self. Me and him go way back, 2nd grade actually.
**flash back**
Ms.camble told everyone to get into pairs of 2 for a partner activity. Everyone got up, but me. I sat in my seat hoping I could work by my self. All the girls paired up but one, lizzy. She was standing on the carpet and all the boys crowded her. But me. They all wanted her to be there partner to read some fucking book. Tommy moved his head and me and her made eye contact. Her eyes got large and her mouth dropped. As did mine. She walked passed everyone, pushing Tommy. Came up to me "hi I'm lizzy I go by liz, lizzy, or lexi, want to be partners?" "Hey I'm Daniel people er I call myself Dan, and I would love to!" I said back to her. We went and sat down wile all the guys stared at me. Anger in there eyes and that's why all the guys hate me. Later the girls wanted to play with liz and she would only play with me, so that's why girls hate me, then they always had a problem with anything I did.
**end of flashback**
"Give it back to me or I will get a pencil and shove it in your motherfucking eye!" I yelled at Tommy. He looked at me and threw the book in my face, I was dazed he grabbed my hair and cut a big chunk out with some scissors. I looked up and they were in his palm, he just blew them in my face. "Your gonna get it!" Just then the bus slammed to a stop...my stop. I shoved my notebook in my bag and jumped off the bus.

As the bus drove off I saw Tommy with his middle finger out sticking up at me. I just walked to my door. Locked. I fished through my bag till I found my fake golden key. Shoved it in the hole, and unlocked it. I walked in to see my dad, on the couch, passed out, drunk with a bottle of caption Morgan in his hand. Whatever I thought, then tears started forming in my eyes. I wiped them off and walked into the bathroom.

That basterd! I screamed as I saw, he cut off a giant chunk of my hair! I grabbed my dad's hair clippers and went to work.
**30 minutes later**
Me:hey
Liz:hey baby
Me:I cut my hair :*
Liz:really!? I've Been Saying U Should For years!
Me:yea youll see it tomorrow brb
I put my phone down and walked out of the bathroom. My dad had woken up and looked at me. "Heey u finally cut something other then your wrist" I just stared at him, blankly. Did he just say that...is he for real. "Haha get it other then your wrist because you cut your self like a pussy" he said laughing his drunk as off.

"FUCK YOU, YOU DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW ME!" I screamed as loud as I could to him. He stopped laughing, he looked at me. Then gave me a evil smirk, he got up.

"You little un greatfull" he said to me and grabbed me by my shoulders. I tried to get out but couldn't. He threw his arm back then threw it into my chest, as hard as he could. I felll down and a little bit of blood came out of my mouth. "Teach you, you little brat." He said and sat down. I looked up at him, anger in my body, tears in my eyes, blood in my mouth. "why don't u try to kill your self again?" He said.

"Remember, last time?"