Part 92

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At 10 pm

Dixie's pov :
We ate dinner at Blake's house then Luna dropped me and Noah at my house . Noah was already tired so I took him to my room and laid him on the bed then I took a shower and went to dads room , he was on his phone drinking his coffee .

D: hi daddy
M: oh hi Dixie , I didn't saw you today
D: me too , I missed you ( sits on his lap )
M: ( puts his coffee on the nightstand) I missed you more , how's Noah ?
D: good , but he's like a 2 years old boy, so clingy and cries for little things
M: it's okay dix
D: I know it is and I don't blame him for acting like this but yk, it's a little annoying
M: he's gonna be fine soon .
D: ( sighs and lays her head on his chest) I hope so
M: ( rubs Dixie's back ) I love you
D: I love you more
N: ( walks in ) babe , can we cuddle ?
D: see ? That's what I mean . Yes baby we can , go to my room and I'll be there in a second
N: ok ( goes to her room )
M: ( laughs)
D: there's nothing funny dad !
M: you're just acting like a mother Dixie , like your mother used to
D: she was like this ?
M: mhm
D: but how ? She died when I was born so she didn't see me
M: she has a younger sister
D: I have an aunt ?
M: mhm , I'll let you meet her one day
D: okay , can you tell me things about mom ? We haven't talked about this for a while
M: sure . Your mom was the kindest person ever, she used to help everyone as much as she can . She was a pretty , but you looked like me not her . She used to say that when we get married, she's gonna name our first daughter Dixie , and if we had a boy , we're gonna name him kio . And when we got married and she got pregnant, we knew that you were a girl , so we always called you "lil dix"
D: that was my nickname ?
M: mhm . Your mom used to call you this all the time . You used to kick her a lot ( laughs )
D: can you show me the newest picture with her ?
M: ofc ( opens his phone and shows her this picture)

 You used to kick her a lot ( laughs ) D: can you show me the newest picture with her ? M: ofc ( opens his phone and shows her this picture)

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D: she was beautiful
M: she was really beautiful. I've always wished to get a daughter that's look like her , but now you look more like me .
D: I-I'm sorry
M: why baby ?
D: I'm the reason why she's dead now
M: no baby don't say this , you're not the reason of her death . And I know that she's so happy that you're here
D: ( starts crying)
M: no baby don't cry ( pulls her to his chest)
D: ( cries in his chest ) you're so lucky that you saw her , I wish I could see her but I can't .
M: you'll see her one day baby , but not now .
D: what's your fav thing about her ?
M: her eyes , they're just like yours
D: I have her eyes ?
M: mhm , the most beautiful eyes ever
D: what about her food , what's her favorite food ?
M: sushi, she was obsessed with sushi
D: umm what's her favorite movie?
M: Cinderella , it was her favorite
D: what's her favorite thing about you ?
M: about me ?
D: mhm about you
M: maybe my handsomeness ( laughs)
D: (laughs) right you're so handsome.
M: what do you think she's thinking about rn ?
D: me
M: do you think she's listening to us ?
D: mhm
M: if she is , what do you wanna say to her ?
D: I love you , I love you so much mom . I want to hug you so bad , I want to lay on your lap and you stroke my hair . I want to go to the mall with yoh and buy all the clothes. I want you to teach me how to cook. I just want you to be here with me , I love you so much ( crying)
M: ( crying) I love you baby ( hugs her )
D: I love you more dad . Please never leave me like mom did
M: I can't promise you anything, but I hope to see my grandchildren .
D: you want me to have kids ?
M: who doesn't baby ? I've always wanted to see a little Dixie running around
D: I'll give you what you want .
M: Dixie don't do anything if you're not ready , I'm not forcing you to do anything
D: I know dad , but I swear on my life I'll give you grandchildren , I'll give you a tons of them !
M: ( laughs ) I'd love that !
D: ( laughs )
M: when are you going to sleep ?
D: idk
M: go to sleep now baby , I should sleep too
D: okay , thanks dad
M: for what ?
D: for talking to me about mom , I wanted to have this conversation for so long and we finally did it.
M: ofc baby ! You can always talk to me about whatever you want okay ?
D: okay .
M: wait ! Come with me ( takes Dixie to his closet ) I wanna give you something ummm where was it ? Oh ! ( pulls a box from under the clothes) your mom wanted to give you this ( gives her a teddy bear)

D: it's so adorable! M: press on his hand D: ( presses on it and hears her mother's voice saying "I live you lil dix" then starts crying) M: ( crying) D: I love you more mommy M: ( hugs Dixie ) she made this when she found out that it was a girl

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D: it's so adorable!
M: press on his hand
D: ( presses on it and hears her mother's voice saying "I live you lil dix" then starts crying)
M: ( crying)
D: I love you more mommy
M: ( hugs Dixie ) she made this when she found out that it was a girl .
D: I love her so much
M: I love her too . Now go to bed
D: gn dad
M: gn baby
D: ( goes to her room )

I went to my room and saw Noah sleeping on my bed . I laid next to him and hugged his arm , and I hugged the teddy bear with my other hand . Then I fell asleep thinking about the best conversation in the world.
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