07~ Greedy

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Amelia’s Pov

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Amelia’s Pov

He didn’t waste a single time and pulled me into a tight hug. Wrapping her hands around mine securely, he squeezes me into him and I can feel the familiar scent, familiar feeling of my Taehyung. I can feel his heartbeat increasing whenever he hugged me tightly. I wrap my hands around him and place my head on his shoulder.






Am I being greedy? I mean I couldn't control myself from him, he is so close to me, so close that I couldn’t help but feel his touch and it’s similar, similar feeling. The same feeling when Taehyung hugged me. I can’t help but crave his affection, the way he always hugged me, the way he always took care of me like a small kid, the way he always caressed my hair until I fell asleep, everything.







This pain is so unbearable, you won’t understand until you feel the same as I am feeling now. The loneliness, losing my husband at a very young age, I couldn’t even live for one day happily with him, he just left me here alone on the seventh day of our marriage. I had to be alone with my son.







The pain is just ripping my soul apart and a loud sob escapes from my mouth. He squeezes my body more into him and I bury my mouth on his shoulder, all the sobs are coming out like a muffle sound. I feel his big palm rubbing against my back, he is trying to comfort me gently, so gently which is increasing my pain more.







Why is he not my old Taehyung? Why doesn't he just remember everything? Why? I know it’s him but in reality, it’s pretty tough to accept the reality where he is almost five years younger than you and he doesn’t remember about me.







Does he think the same way as mine? Does he feel that I am his past and I am his present? But what about the future? What if I lose him again? I wouldn’t survive this time if something happened to him. I clutch his shirt more tightly and breathe heavily, it’s giving me so much pain. My body jerks up and he clutches my head gently.







“It’s alright. I am here.” He says softly. How would I tell him that he is the reason why I am feeling this way, why does he have to return this way? Why? No. This is wrong, so wrong, I can’t take this anymore, he will increase the pain more. 






I quickly detach my body from him and wipe my tears harshly. No, I won’t let him take over my heart. He is not my Taehyung, he died that day and he would never come back. Never. I quickly put on my glass and he seems to be very confused at my behavior, he is looking at me with a huge frown.








“Mrs. Kim-” He husks out and I quickly get up from the couch, I am about to step forward but I feel his hand clutches my wrist gently, stopping me in my tracks.








“Mrs. Kim, are you alright?” He asks softly and I gulp. I bite my lower lip hard, breathing heavily, my chest is heaving up and down violently. I don’t think I would be able to control my emotions right now.







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