𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚

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Author P. O. V ( three month skip)

Rubbing arms aggressively to generate heat to prevent getting cold hence proved one should be carrying a warm coat in hill station

In a hill station you don't have slight idea when it may rain even weather forecast fail here specifically here

Trips trips and trips she is always away from house from 3 months not that work is so busy thing but the idea of not having him at home just hurt her now

Nowadays her eyes start to look for him just a glimpse of him is sufficient but not having a sight of him make her feel so much burdened

Standing on a Bridge in front of beautiful mountains one can feel peace but the feeling of him standing beside her is just amazing but no more

Her decision was wrong the idea of letting go was wrong she pushed away after being so close

She feel like she is not herself anymore she feel like she was Hippnotised by someone when she was with him

And when she gained conscious she felt like she showed him what she is not she is not sweet cupcakes but a jackfruit

After he went away her extended family put pressure on her parents to get her married which her father refused

A drop of tear fall out of her eyes unlike other she don't beat someone to get rid of anger but cry on it when she is frustrated

But at last she again said to herself "this is wrong meeting him was wrong taking him here was wrong "

Afterall she saw everything that happen in town if someone fall in love with foreigner and her family will not let her go to Korea ᴇᴠᴇʀ

"𝘈𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘒𝘪𝘮 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘫𝘰𝘰𝘯 "

Meanwhile

In balcony surrounded with climbers flower pots there he is sitting in his favorite wooden chair while gazing at moon

Life is too simple for Namjoon he wake up do work then sleep then wake up Nothing exciting but stressful

For him three months flew by blink of eyes he is lost somewhere an she himself don't know

Feel like talking no he doesn't have words to make sentences and he is too good at hiding his problems from everyone including his groupmates

And being on solo for sometime he don't get to meet BTS more then thrice a week
He is so numb to feel

And now that they are going to be together as BTS he don't know what to do and he know Jin gonna know what Namjoon is actually feeling soulmate afterall

While thinking so much sleep engulfed him in dreamy night

Walking in raw road knowing nothing where they are going but one thing he is safe

Looking in front of him there she is wearing jeans over time he learned she loves jeans that she can get married in them

"Just few more minutes Rm we goona be there" Saying the girl whose name is ruhani while leading namjoon

Here they are in some park like place which is dedicated to a Soldier

Walking around a pool they climbed stairs and finally Namjoon looked in front of him

They are standing on a bridge middle of pool in front of which there is mountains lights of house blinking and a Moon shining in sky

(the view is of surabh van vihar view in provided up as photo Surabh van vihar dedicated to Surabh kalia martyr in kalgir war I recently visited it so wanted to share it)

One word for view mind blowing

The whole family of her was on trip to hill stations then at night they came here and to skip lecture of elders they came to here real fast

And then she decided to be here in silence
"You know Rm I always wanted to come here at night but never got chance and moon remind us even darkness can be beautiful but is everything like this I don't know but thanks"

"And one more thing I was told to compliment you in truth dare I didn't said that in front of them but -"

Suddenly the push of someone towards Rm made him jerk up

Looking everywhere he felt that he is not in India but Korea and in a meeting for his upcoming Concerts and

Sitting beside BTS and every gaze is on him

Timeskip

He remember every second with her it's not like he can't forget but he doesn't want to

And he remember someone said " If someone's crush compliment them then they remember it forever " And she did

And one thing in his whole trouble life one thing is he always remember what she said to him on that bridge

"-life is not perfect but kim Namjoon is " Thanks for existing "

I hope you like this be healthy everyone around me is falling sick so be safe from fever

Love you all

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