Sometimes I do think if I deserve someone who will always be there for me at my worst, my darkest, my angriest, my baddest, my lowest of low. I kept on thinking how does it feel to have a person who completely understands you? And ultimately knows how to calm you down. How does it feel to put down your defenses and be soft as cotton? Be as smooth as the silk? How does it feel to not tap your own back because someone will do it for you?. How does it feel to be hugged? So tight? That you'd cry because finally you're not alone anymore. How does that feel? Do i deserve that? Because maybe I don't, maybe I never will.
