I always question my father's parenting
He's not the best father
Sometimes he is confused
Most of the time he is mad
Though I do things on my own I can say that he influenced me to be bad, he does not now how to raise us properly, as I grew older I realized that the reason would probably because he lost his parents at a very young age.
It kills me.
Because who I am to judge his parenting?
He is not a great father, never will I claim him to be but the fact that he tries everyday to be better even though he don't really know what a good parenting looks like, it makes me forgive him from the rough childhood and teenage years.
