Half of my life I have been wondering
What is wrong with me?
Why do people always end up leaving me?
After years of self doubt, I understand.
Because I am too much,
and it us not my fault to be much
they just want something less.
DRAFTS
Table of contents-
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hear me out
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let it out
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Person
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how can I trust you again?
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find someone who's worth the climb or atleast find someone who doesn't have
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fall
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ache
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once loved
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i see you
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changed
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always
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sick to my stomach
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calmness
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It still do hurt
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: )
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I do love my self
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chained
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the truth
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it is not like sitting on the bench waiting for your parents to fetch you
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breathe
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maybe I am really fucked in the head
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better off alone
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warn you, this doesn't always work out
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scenario
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escape
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bravery
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she survived
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choosing the temporary won't make you less of a person
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pain can change you into something evil
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you won't have something you don't deserve
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wrong people, wrong time
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confusion
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breathing yet dead
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why did I turned out to be like this?
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think about something extraordinary
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forgotten
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between
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something you wish to have
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fiction
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Ephialtes
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words I wish to hear
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crash it down
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His point of view
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let him know
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Nile
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her vision
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i hate that I'm writing about you
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traitor
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I'm begging, let me feel
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allow your self to love freely
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she is loved
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alas
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well shit
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Can't be
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heal
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this is life
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for good
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fuck love
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too late, way too late
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you didn't deserve that
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response
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a bit lonely but safer
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after loving her, I am not me anymore
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what should I do?
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equal
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I'd kill for you
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healing has no timeline
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forgive yourself because i am trying to forgive you too
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embrace the danger
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don't be mean to yourself
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pacific
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I am waiting for you
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heavy
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give me a break
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one step at a time
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maybe i deserve this
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the root of the overblooming tree
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anything but this
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don't let it live with you
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wish
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still here
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I don't want to say sorry when I don't feel sorry at all
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better
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question
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to put down your walls
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sickening
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take us with you
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to have, hold, and embrace
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soft as ever
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he who caught my eye
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parallel uno
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parallel dos
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farewell
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maybe
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phenomenAl
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denial
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no one but you
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happens every time
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it's good to have you back
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look at
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now what
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latter
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is this book dedicated for you?
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july
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i enjoy breaking the rules
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fragile thoughts
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burden
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i will never understand
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welcome back
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your role, act on it
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life
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shame
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what is there to offer?
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departure
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