the moment you left was the very moment i lost my ability to love. you brought it with you. you hurted me so much, i lost my self. I spent years, years of finding myself yet i didn't, i came back with different person, different me. i still don't forgive you, i don't know if i can because i am still so afraid of everything, you made me build walls and I myself couldn't even put it down. I always miss the old me, that was the best version of me, i was a happy girl i was fragile. you hurted that sweet, selfless girl you hurted her so much that she choose to hide to vastness of nowhere, i couldn't find her, I don't think i could.
