Captured

The Master Plan

Jamaica has been a lot usually home is so peaceful but this time things changed I'm not sure but I just feel like no one's in my corner anymore all I got left is Daniel, the sooner I get this over with the sooner I can get back to him, to the new life that I unintentionally created but the life that makes me happy, I need that right now, I need to be genuinely happy.

So I gave the staff at the villa today off and I head to get ready for his arrival.

The morning started with me basically recreating the scene from enough you know that movie with Jennifer Lopez where she goes to her ex's house and starts moving things around to her advantage, yeah that was me. I don't think he'll hurt me physically and I know he still has love in his heart for me but expect the best; be prepared for the worst.

I have imagined a hundred and one ways how this would end and truthfully I did not know if I was ready for what is about to happen but I need to do this, I need closure.

The day went by fast and after preparing his favorite meal, setting up downstairs, And trying to find an outfit that would CAPTURE his attention leaving him speechless but still flexible enough for me to move freely in if need be.

A nude bralette and a pair of brown flair booty pop pants with my beige flat forms should do the trick.

"Almost there" his message appears on my phone screen and fear instantly fills my body.

Am I doing the right thing?

Of course, I am. This is it and tomorrow all this will be over with.

Tomorrow all will be well.

I need someone's motivation though, some reassurance but who to call? Daniel won't like this, my parents wouldn't understand, and I'm not calling...the person who shall remain nameless.

Put on your big girl panties, Shanice.

I head downstairs and sit for him to pull up, not before checking the food for one last time though, he likes everything to be cooked a certain way, I just hope I remembered correctly

Oxtail, done. Steam fish? Steamy. Bammy check, rice and peas good and of course some carrot soursop juice well ice cold.

Lets do this.

His weighty knock spends a chill through my body and i shake it off before opening the door.

"Hi"

"Waam baby?'

"Not much, Come in"

He hugs me and his warmth feels so familiar, and his scent. Dior Sauvage.

He had my knees buckled for a quick minute

"You still wear it"

"Yeah, uh kno ano much change bout me b"

"I like it"

"Me know"

"Come on, me nuh want the food cold"

"Uh kno how me like it already"

"Ofc'

"So how was your day?"

"Good eno"

"how much ticket uh write todeh?"

"Enuff and if the night end rite me can share me lunch money wid uh"

"Aww, you're so considerate" i tease sarcastically

" food nice man"

Andrew had no problems diving in but my appetite was killed by the knot in my stomach so i took small bites so he doesn't start thinking i did anything to the food

We spoke mostly about life and how much things haven't really changed, our jobs, our family.

We finish eating and i start clearing the table. As i walk pass him

"Bumboclaat, watch e machine nuh man, uh fi wear dem pants yaa anytime me a cum link uh, round like English pound tpc"

I smile "Thanks drew"

"A just e chute b"

"You want dessert?"

"Only if it's sweet like you"

"Me nuh know yaa fi try and tell me"

"Bring it man, and come we netflix and chill"

he walks over to the living room , turns the tv on and begins flipping through the channels. I follow suit and take a seat beside him.

'I was actually hoping we could talk"

"Bout wah"

"Ur cancer, you don't talk about it much, how has treatment been?"

"Well fi tell uh e truth eno bbz, the treatment yasso nah really do much eno, mi a tink bout get it somewhere else?"

"Uh mean another facility? Mi nuh tink wull heap a cancer treatment facilities deh a Jamaica"

"Dat me a pree, maybe we can work supm out lata but rite now, me wah focus pan u"

He pulls me closer and before i know it, we're kissing!

"Woah, hol' on, yaa move so strong?"

Cyaa resist uh baby"

"Andrew we affi talk bout dis so the two a we can be pan the same page"

"Lata bbz"

"Mek we just get it outta the way first"

"We na'ave nthn fi chat bou' yaa lef d white bwoy and-

"But uh still married Andrew"

"Bbz just cool nuh man mi tell uh already me and the Oman nuh deal, me only deal with har caz a mi Pinckney dem sake"

"Why unno lef?"

"Dat ano ur business, me tink we pass all a dat, wah yaa bring up past drama fah?"

"Me just want transparency, Suh me na'ave no surprises "

"Dat a ur problem, uh love focus pan the wrong things"

It didn't take long for the real him to come out. I just needed him to admit his wrongs, just say you f*^ked up your marriage and don't actually have cancer, its not that hard

"Yuh mean like how me did a focus pan me fone when uh accidentally send Shantel message to my phone?"

"Nuh staat the fuckry, mi nuh come yassso fi dis"

"Suh wah uh come yasso fah?"

"Fi u!!!! Caz me luv uh, but uh nah see dat, yaa focus pan everting else, a u and me alone inna my vision, the life wah we shoulda live by now, the marriage, the kids, the businesses, two a we run off and a better we self, that uh always say uh want, that me a try gi uh"

"Me neva tell uh say me want that Andrew?"

So ya tell me say uh neva a beg me fi breed uh?"

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