My Love

Chapter 8

"No, you were scared and nothing is wrong with being scared" She said as we both were interrupted by my dad as he brought in my vitamins and water I'm suppose to take... My dad hasn't really been clear with me being pregnant with his partner, I don't know how he feels about it we haven't really talked about it but I know it kinda bothers him

He looked at me with sincere eyes before giving me my vitamins

"Do you girls really want to make this work with them?" He said as we both held a confused face

"I definitely want to be with him" Ci said looking at him as he rubbed her back

"I want too..." I mumbled taking the vitamins he gave me

He sighed and the room got quiet

"There's a mandatory monthly meeting today at 2:30, Mr.Chris promised his wife he would take her to lunch which means Ms.Lenore would have to attend" He said as I knew where he was going with this

"Even thought you are on bed rest, I know this could be a good opportunity to explain yourself to him but after that you come straight home Aara, Ciana go with her to make sure she'll be okay" He said walking back to my door before stopping again turning around

"I'm not upset or mad at you, I'm not disappointed either. I'm just trying to accept the fact my baby girl is pregnant but you know I love you and I will always have your back both of y'all" He said and with that he was out the door

We both looked at each other scared out our minds , even though we both knew why my dad did it, I also wanted him to say sike right now but I was also relieved at what he said before he left

Jordan Darell Mikinley

"I can't believe she would keep that shit from me , from me??? I told her no secrets I told her from the jump man" Tay complained again for the 1000th time about the situation with him and Ciana like the damn situation isn't about me

I continued to ignore him as my thoughts zoned off again

Did she really think I wouldn't believe her?? I mean it's crazy but it's not impossible, we were both drunk and I definitely remember not using a rubber, usually I do but me and her were too invested in the moment

I couldn't fully wrap the situation around my head, it pissed me off that for a month of on and off talking and multiple link ups, I just feel as if I should've known

I never pictured myself having a child of my own at least not right now anyways but I always said if that was to happen to me I would be there for mine, my dad died before I could walk and I never really had father figures growing up in a house with 3 women but I learned and I knew that if I ever was to have my own family I was going to be there because that's my responsibility

I thank my mom for that

"How you feel about this bro? I know how much family means to you and shit like what are you gonna do now that you know" Tay said now concerned about me

I knew he kind of took the secret part hard with Ciana and I can definitely understand from both parts , I wasn't mad at Ciana at all, this wasn't between me and her and it wasn't her responsibility to tell me but hold her loyalty to her cousin who needed to make a decision on her own

Tay is just big on secrets because he hates them, his last girlfriend fucked his head up so bad with lying to him and cheating so he'd tell anybody straight up and forward no secrets, no hiding shit and too keep it a buck 100 with him and I can understand that but I think he doesn't understand from Ciana point either because I knew if rolls weren't reversed he'd have my back and that's all she did with Aara.

"It kinda fucking my head up with work and all , I just wished she told me sooner you know"

He nodded understanding "I feel that but you also gotta give her a chance, not only did you and her have sex but she's young and now she's pregnant and haven't even fully lived her life yet, she's 21 maybe there was a good reason and she was scared she was gonna be in this alone"

"Yeah you could be right but after all this time man?? I'm 23 we both are young. The shit was unexpected but I played my part in it I would've never just left her alone to deal with that shit by herself. I would've came up with some solutions I would've been there"

"Yeah that's true but it's also just the beginning of you guys. She doesn't know that does she?" He said looking at me as I thought about how he was doing Ciana the same way instead of listening to his own advice

Before I could respond we were cut off by Cece

"Boss your monthly meeting is here"

Shit

"Damn I forgot all about that" I mumbled

"Shit you know what I just noticed ? You got your partners daughter pregnant" Tay said then bust out laughing 

"How the hell is this meeting suppose to go after that day" He continued

I looked up to Chrishod as a father figure and friend , he was my business partner but he was a great mentor and taught me most of the shit I know today , I really want to know how this shit gonna go

"Man let's get this shit over with" I said standing up walking toward the door

"Damn this gonna be one weird as meeting" He responded back to me as we were the first to make it in the conference room

"Tay please just shut the fuck up"

"Man Im just saying this going to be weird as hell, you fucked his daughter and got her pregnant? Damn double homicide" He said shaking his head like he was appalled

If I kill my bestfriend, would I be wrong? Because I'm this close to shooting him right here right now

Before I could respond to that dumb ass nigga our colleagues started walking in causing me to sit up straight

Let's get this shit over with