Please Love Me | JJK

Part 8

His mother calls his attention and he plucks the ring out of its box and turns to you. He shakily takes your left hand and you jump a little, surprised, as your friendship has always been void of any kind of physical contact that something as simple as taking your hand is causing your heart to speed up. This is so, so real, you think.

Jungkook slips the ring on your finger and he can't help but admire how beautiful it looks on you. You continue to stare at him as he holds onto your hand, and you're both broken out of the daze when your father calls you from behind.

"Yes, Father?" You turn to him, curious about the small box he has on his hand. He opens it to reveal a platinum ring.

"This was gifted to my father by his older brother who passed away. He gave it to me after I started working at the company to mark that important part of my life." He hands the opened box to you. "I want to entrust it to Jungkook through you. Let it mean something more."

You look at the ring a little longer than necessary and place it on Jungkook's finger, feeling his calloused hand, the one you'll be holding for the rest of your life, the one that will comfort you, protect you, take care of you.

You and Jungkook look at each other with a mix of disbelief, shock, fear, and worry. Your parents had just passed onto both of you very valuable parts of themselves, of your families. If it hasn't sunk in yet what the decision to be engaged really means, and how truly important it is to everyone, now it has, and these pieces of jewelry decorating both your fingers will remind you everyday.

You're both snapped out of your trance-like states with Soojin shouting at the 2 boys who were chasing her around. You all laugh at how familiar the scene is, but it's a welcome distraction for you and Jungkook.

Everyone proceeds to enjoy the food prepared, with you and your now-fiancé constantly glancing at your own and each other's hands where the rings lay. Somehow things still feel surreal.

"So, shall we talk about the wedding?" Jungkook's father asks. You didn't think you'd have to do it so soon, but again, it's not like you expected anything less.

"___ and I have talked a bit about it," Jungkook starts. "Nothing big or fancy. This shouldn't be publicized, which means no announcements."

You'd decided on this yesterday on the way home. If they wanted you two to get married, it would be on your terms. Neither of you are fans of the flashy stuff anyways.

"So, nothing like how all our weddings went?" Seokjin asks, laughing.

"Nothing like those," you confirm. "We want it small and simple. Outside of the city, if possible. If it's as important to our families as you say, then we're the only ones we need."

You don't say that it would be hard to convince outsiders of your relationship, of your love for each other that doesn't exist.

"No worries, honey," your mother says. "Anything you want."

It surprises you how easy this is. You somehow prepared yourself for a debate, if not a battle, over the kind of wedding you'll have, recalling the grand and intricate ones that your siblings and Junghyun had. But the control you're being given is convincing you that there's really nothing more than your families' desire to solidify the kinship through you and Jungkook - it's not a social or business statement, not a PR stunt (which Jungkook had initially suspected given his troublesome past), not a misdirection or a part of a grander plan; it's more sentimental than that. It is, simply put, a union, a symbol of an unbreakable bond that's stood the test of time, love be damned. You wonder if they believe that's something you two can eventually have, though.

The rest of the day goes by too fast. Both of your parents have gone on to discuss the wedding details, which you and Jungkook excuse yourselves from because of the overwhelming feeling of it all, but not before calling your respective grandparents and having both of you commit your Sundays to planning and dealing with wedding stuff.

The rest of you proceeded to the den to play with the kids and finally tell them why they were forced to wear their prettiest clothes because "Uncle Jungkook and Auntie ___ are getting married," to which Jihoon shouts, "I'm going to have a cousin!" Your siblings couldn't help but laugh at the scandalized look on both of your faces.

As everybody prepares to leave and your siblings give each of you their final congratulations and hugs, Seokjin turns to Jungkook and says, within your earshot, that "I love you like a brother but I'd do anything for my sister; please don't hurt her."

Junghyun repeats what Seokjin said and as Jungkook assures his brother and yours that no, he won't hurt you, he looks at you and admires the joy that naturally radiates from you. Suddenly he thinks you're too beautiful for this world, and the thought of how loved you are by everybody he cares about scares him more than anything because deep inside, he doesn't know if he could ever truly love you the way they want him to, the way they think you deserve.